Bar time

I am waiting for Mandy and Eugene to get here. We are going out to a bar. I have been wanting to get out and away, My male squirrel is squeeking none stop. I don’t know what is up with him.  I put some fresh fruit so he should be good. Anyways  we are suppose to go out and play pool . I am thinking I want to drink ….like really drink, I don’t have to drive and I am safe so you know just to escape for a little bit. I have been watching Brat Camp and I disagree with thier tactics. But it is am emotional show. I just wouldn’t send my kid. I watched an Inside Edition show on wilderness camps and the kids that die because they are abused and pushed way beyond thier limits. This camp makes it all look good but the kids will be treated well because it is on national tv but the others that have been shut down are not so lucky. One mother made the comment that she paid $20,000 to have her son beaten humiliated and killed. Can you imagine the guilt she must feel from that. My mother said that she thinks I should have went to one because of how needy and how much attention I needed. I am sorry but that is not a crime. Not when she raised me to be that way. You know I want to smoke  I am niking. I want to know where Mandy and Eugene are.

       Lastnight I was with them, I drove Him home after Jen left. We talked about him Mandy and Jen. He sees a lot about what Mandy does. He was worried about doing my cards because of Mandy. I told him that I would take care of Mandy. And I did. But she got excited when he made the Ouigi board. It looked kind of funny. As he made it I put a protection around myself. And as soon as he started making the board and that I protected myself I could not keep my eyes open . I kept falling asleep. I tried to snack on chips to stay awake but I just couldn’t , It was just weird that I would get tired like that. Anyways I need to go and get ready. Love and Light