We’re awesome.
Went to Cliff’s after employment. I want to annotate the commentary that I tend to breach societial ettiquette on purpose, and as such can be mildly offensive, but I am otherwise benign.
I visited Liz at her employment prior, for her side of the story. I’ve already talked to Erik. It’s always fascinating to talk to friends separately. I knew I’d get a different perspective from Cliff. For my own mental processes, I put things in terms of, “Liz feels ___”, and such. Big picture, I see Liz as being emotionally immature and unable to deal with herself. Erik seems to have a big of denial, if not deception. And for all of Cliff’s ranting, he’s basically facepalming.
Cliff thinks Loralei will be good for me. I get that feeling, too. I can’t say I was looking for his approval, but his hunches tend to be right, much like mine.
Cliff and I basically just chatted for a while. I can’t remember everything, but if it were to come up in conversation, I could reconstruct ideas communicated. I’m good like that. Cliff expressed his desire to have me around more, as he doesn’t have much else. Knowing that Loralei is due back Tuesday evening, I told him I could give him next Tuesday. Next week is almost full again. Monday will be painting with Victoria, Tuesday will be whatever with Cliff. And Wednesday will be something with Loralei.
He doesn’t feel fully heard, seen, or appreciated in his relationship. Which is sad. We joked about how awesome we are. OH. I remember the context. He said he’d be uncomfortable with another guy being with Liz after him, because there’s no way he’d be as awesome as Cliff. “Hey, what’s wrong with you, didn’t you see how awesome I was?”
I have to be awake for employment in nine hours. Excuse me.
I really like that name Lorelei, it’s pretty. I like talking to friends separately and seeing what they really think from their perspectives. It’s funny sometimes.
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