Status Report for 11-27-7

I woke up early this morning, all on my own. It felt like time to get up. So I did. Ten minutes later, I felt sleepy.

I had chem homework that I had to do, so I did it in the hour before class. It was done. Not perfectly, but it was done.

Between classes, I put more effort into my paper. I put together the last few usable quotes, and make two paragraphs or so out of them. I dumped it into word, and BAM, I have seven pages double-spaced. Incredible. It’s a little short, but it’ll do. Everything is cited to all hell. All my citations are set, I did that first. Transitions are weak, but oh well. I feel like the paper isn’t in as deep of detail as I wanted, but oh well. If he wants me to talk about actin and myosin, that’s a thesis paper.

I tried, damn you.

After chem lab, kids were playing Smash Bros Melee again. I patiently waited my turn, and then won two matches as Brown Eye Bowser. I’m entirely amused. Then I got raped by a pikachu. Damn you.

Then I went to Loralei’s, as she’s helping me do my first aid project. Or, otherwise doing it for me. I OWE HER SO MUCH. I feel like a bit of a moron for being so intimidated by it, but I’m so thankful I can get over myself and just fucking ask for help. I’ve checked the list, and we have everything.

I haven’t a full read on her mom. I can read their relationship, but I can’t fully tell what she thinks of me. I asked Loralei, and she said her mom hasn’t seen her really cuddly with boys before. I have no shame, I’m not like I was when I was pining over Elena – I have no problem cuddling with `rents around. I can only assume she likes me.

I find it funny how she “dated” Gordon. Seriously, they didn’t even act like they were dating. Certainly didn’t effect our cuddling at all. Now a boy named Evan is pawing her. I’m amused because I’m not phased at all. These things might have phased me in the past. Or maybe it’s because my relationship with Loralei is different. I told her recently, “Date someone for how he treats you, not how you want him to treat you.” I made it up on the spot, and it’s damn good advice. Basically, I know that whatever it is between her and I is genuine, and isn’t something contrived just for the sake of making it happen. I have Paige in mind here, how we were both a little delusional about our relationship.

She wanted to watch Harold and Maude. I’d never seen it before, so I had no idea what to expect. It amused me. We cuddled discreetly, as her mom was watching it with us, too.

There was a little more sexual tension today, but I’m not really ashamed. I’m not. I spent some time admiring her cleavage. (Hey, it was after her mom left the room. Shh.) I told about how when I was younger, I didn’t want to be accused of being a stereotypical male. It’s taken a long time for me to not feel shame for very natural urges. Such as admiring breasts. :: smiles ::

We cuddled and snuggled, and it was very satisfying. I felt warm and loved. I felt content. I felt safe. Plus, her bosom is very nice to nuzzle into.

I’ll put the finishing touches on my paper tomorrow morning. And my first aid project. I’ll hand both in sometime before 1 PM. And then all will be done. November is almost done.

I require urination. Excuse me, I must pee with my penis.