Plan for 1-26-6

I had a plan of being out of here by 8 AM. It’s 9 AM now. I have two and a half hours before class. I really only have to do my spanish homework and maybe finish reading the first chapter in my child psych book. I just tend not to be motivated to Get Up And Out if there’s no hard deadline.

I just ate. That’s done. I just brushed my teeth. That’s done. Which is good, considering I really have no habit of brushing my teeth anymore. It doesn’t fit into my life at all. When I was little, I’d do it before I went to school. That doesn’t seem to work anymore. When I was in the dorm, I brushed my teeth before I went to bed. That worked fantastically. There’s no time of day, right now, that I can set for brushing my teeth. Sad, but true.

After three classes in a row, my instinct is to run away and go home. If I stick around campus for an hour, I bet I can cut down on my overall stress quotient. For someone who doesn’t do much, I get incredibly stressed. Because I don’t do anything! I’ll have to give myself some downtime so I can relax a little, then do what I intended to do. Those silly assessments for Lifetime Wellness that I completely forgot about.

So far, writing down all my assignments hasn’t worked, because I purposely avoid looking in that little notebook! Go figure. Little notebook = school = large list of things to do = intimidating = stress. Even though, if I just calmed down, it wouldn’t take me all that long. I gotta put my testicles back in my scrotum before the workload picks up.

Don’t ask me where they went.

If I can just get myself to calm down and stick around campus and say, “As soon as I finish this, I can GO HOME”, I’ll be much better off. *nods* I did play ten hours of battlefront yesterday, feeling like I wanted to do nothing else. Once I get vegetative, it’s really hard to budge me out of it. I very infrequently did homework here, as I found it very difficult to find the right mindset. Bad environment. I don’t think that’ll change, so I’ll have to work with myself and my schedule.

Okay. I’m going to put my shoes on and go.