I love bosoms.

Coming up on fifteen months since I’ve penetrated a woman.

I miss the taste of pussy. Cunnilingus is much fun.

I wonder whether it’s the fact that she is the only one I’ve had sex with. As if there’s some latent desire to put distance between that, beyond mere time. Yet as much as our sex life was under false pretenses at times, it was pretty good. It’s not the sex we had that bothers me, but the sex that it became, and the people we became.

Of course, if simple sex was what kept us happy, more people would be fulfilled. I just need a nice cuddle and snuggle with a member of the female gender. That, and it kind of amuses me to see how long I can go without penetrating a female. It’s almost like being a born-again virgin. Though, I doubt I’ll go as far as to say that my cherry has grown back. *smirks* I had waaay too much sex, and I’m waaaay too kinky.

I like being kinky. I’m quite sexually ecclectic. I think it would be a shame if I ended up with a vanilla girl who couldn’t fully appreciate everything I have to offer. I suppose you could say that for most facets of my personality. Sex isn’t everything. Life is mundane as washing the dishes, taking out the trash, and making sure the bills are paid. But it’s good to know that that isn’t it, that the small sexual facet still exists and can flare up now and then.

…Heh, born-again virgin. I never felt like I got the hang of sex in the first place. The motion the rhythm, I always felt like I wasn’t doing it right. Hello, self-criticalness.

I went to bed around 10:30. Be proud. Alarm went off at 7:10 AM, as usual. Over an hour later, I’m still quite tired. My back is sore. See, I’ve done enough reading that I know not to do back extensions and squats on the same day. But that’s precisely what our teacher wanted us to do. *shakes head* I should be fine for tomorrow. I have to GOTO school and do my spanish homework before the first of three classes. ..Because I don’t do homework here. It isn’t worth it.

BOSOM! Mmmm, bosoms.

A boy can dream, can’t he?

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I honestly think there are no vanilla’s. There’s only closeted kinks.

I punctuated that all wrong. Fuck it.

RYN: Seriously, twice in one weekend is pushing it for me. I just don’t wanna any more than that. If I did try any more than that, I’d get bored after about 90 seconds. Masturbation’s so boring. Been there. Done that. I want something else. *sigh*

Wait. Does your standard of masturbation include orgasm?

No. I really just want to make out with someone.

Hey, vanilla girls can change. I’m discovering that my boyfriend’s got a pretty kinky side to him, and honestly, it kinda turns me on — I’m not to the point where I feel like I can be kinky and sexually agressive yet, but he’s definitely bringing it out of me, bit by bit.

Republicans??? *looks around* This isn’t the first time I’ve had to ask you WTH you’re talking about. It probably won’t be the last.