I awake with darkness.

I was tired two hours ago. I really was. I went to bed maybe 50 minutes ago. …I couldn’t sleep.

I think I’ll do an entry on homosexuality in the morning. We all know how rampant they are. But I think I can hit it in a style that nobody else quite has. I’d start mentioning things, but I’d rather just save all of it. I like doing everything in one shot. It’s how I do my papers for school. *smiles*

I also want to write an entry about dreams. Not nocturnal dreams, but life dreams. To let go and not let reality bind me. …I have that theme from Amelie stuck in my head. Quaint little tune.

Nine days or so until the next due Fauxskin Log. It’s just easier to do them once a month. I always have little ideas swirling around my head. My tuggy forces me to notice my penis a lot? *shrugs* It’ll be nice when this is all over, which unfortunately won’t be for a long time. But, I accept that. One month at a time, documenting my progress.

I haven’t decided what pic to use for the DateATimmy III promotion. I loved the picture of Sarah I used last year. I remember when I showed it to her. “Hey, I know that girl.” *smirks*

I brushed my teeth. And flossed. And Listerine-ed. Is it a bad idea to eat one of those breakfast bars? *giggles*

*looks down* I have skin down to my urethra. Nevermind that I’m completely flaccid. ..It’s staying there, for the time being. The circumcision scar is facing outward. I’ve read that, eventually, it will roll under and I won’t have to see it. That’ll be nice, so the dartos muscle will work a little better. I mean. Circumcision kind of cuts right through it. *shudders*

Hmm. These bars are so small when you unwrap them. I wonder if I could fit the entire thing in my mouth. *eyes it* I bet I could. But then I’d lose the joy of savoring each tiny bite. *takes a bite off the corner* Mmmm. In my mouth…

Oh damn. I just ate it. But I’m still hungry… *eyes box on shelf*

Yoink.

Mmmmm. Two down for the now.

Eh, might as well link it here. Hmm. On another thread, a lady said,

See, here’s where misconception rears its ugly head again. You may not be aware that when an intact male retracts his foreskin, or when the penis is erect, it looks JUST like a circ’ed penis. My sons never realized that their dad’s foreskin was missing (they were 9 when they were told about circumcision); one of them told me he just assumed his dad kept his retracted. It never occurred to him that someone would have cut it off.

So it seems more reasonable that a circ’ed boy is going to look at an intact boy in the locker room and wonder “What’s wrong with HIS unit?!” My sons can make themselves look circ’ed; my DH cannot make himself look intact.

I suppose I’m the only one who finds a little amusement in that. Girls really can’t tell the difference when erect. I can. The scar screams out to me.

*ahem* *looks at time*

Maybe I’ll try a round of Elite Force to fry my brain.