I am hanging out with Tara tomorrow.

…I am apparently hanging out with a female tomorrow. I should annotate this.

After running into Tara on whatever day it was, I left her a silly message on facebook. (It was her who asked if she could friend me on facebook, as we both have Ashley and Colleen in common.) She messaged me back and promptly messaged me on AIM. My read on her is positive.

I’m not thinking that hard, really. So far, my experiences with her has been that she makes me laugh, and I make her laugh. What more do you need to know at first? Conversation is clicking, so I’m seeing where it’ll go.

What amazes me is that she doesn’t live that far from here. This probably doesn’t mean much to anybody else, but I swear, chicks always live so fucking far away from me. Since she’s less than ten minute’s drive from here, that means she’s QUITE POSSIBLY VERY POSSIBLY DATABLE. Moreover, I haven’t sensed any run-around. Just this morning, she asked if I could GOTO a concert with her next Tuesday. I’d love to – but I have a Spanish midterm. I need to email my prof and see if I can take it another time.

Wouldn’t you read into being asked to a concert?

You get beaten down enough times, you learn to lower your expectations. Or maybe I’m just a lot calmer than I used to be. I’m not quite as much OMGGIRL as I used to be. She’s not a psychopath, she lives near me, and she isn’t phased at all by my sense of humor. She’s also a virgin, but she isn’t frigid in terms of talking about sex. *shrugs*

If only for a moment, i think it’s good to look on the bright side. I’ve never had one of those normal relationships everybody else has. You hang out, you cuddle, you go home.

And if not, she’s a decent chick. I like having decent chicks around. My left hand takes care of me, thank you very much.

I’m lifting in the morning. She agreed to drive to me, and we’re pretty much winging it. I love a complete lack of plans. That’s the way the rest of my friends are, after all. Don’t other people think about how an opposite-sex companion will meld with the rest of their friends?

*smiles*

There, I wrote this, and when I look back on it, I’ll note that I didn’t write enough. As always. : D