Fuck you, Insomnia.

GRAAAAAAWRRR!!!

I can’t fucking sleep. What did I say, eh? I said if I napped, I wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight. I have to be up at 10:30 AM. That’s hardly early morning. I went to sleep at 1:30 AM. I thought I’d get nine hours. HA HA, NO.

I’m coming up on 4:30, and I’m not tired at all. I got up once, after I realized I wasn’t sleeping. Thought some masturbation would tire me out. That didn’t work. I thought some Sims would tire me out. That didn’t work. I laid in bed for a long time, but not falling asleep.

I fucking hate that.

Now I’m eating a buttered Lender’s egg bagel with orange jews. ..Because it’s been a while since I ate. The funny thing is that my cough hasn’t even been acting up. I’ve been kept up by a cold before. I remember the one time I had a really nasty cough at Rutgers. I felt so bad for Lloyd. I kept trying to not cough so he could sleep.

*eats*

I did the right thing, ya know. I was sick, I was exhausted, so I rested. And this is what I get. I CAN’T FUCKING SLEEP. I can always sleep at the times that aren’t allocated for me. It’s like a fucking assignment.

Damn, that bagel was pretty fucking good.

Typically after I bitch and futz around with my video game of the moment one last time, I end up falling asleep. *burps* We’ll see.

Addendum: I did eventually get tired, but that didn’t help me sleep at all. I rolled around, desperate to become unconscious, until around 7 AM. I’m so fucking tired now.

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January 19, 2006

I wanna sleep too damnit! *stomps foot* O and I found out what a pear necklace is… Um…. yummy?

I have that “intermittent” insomnia myself. It sucks! The best thing that I did was go and get some Ambien to help with the nights I can’t sleep… OH, and OJ and a bagel sound really good for breakfast this morning…. LOL!

unisom. . .

I have a rule, if I am in bed for longer than half an hour and sleep is not coming to get me, I get out of bed, because I believe if you associate bed with SLEEP that is what you will do there, if you associate it with where I watch tv, hang out and lay down that is also, along with sleep, what you’ll do there

Sorry, my Timmy. 🙁

Oh, and. I haven’t told you in a while, so. Love you. *wink*

January 19, 2006

*pets*

January 19, 2006

Maybe you don’t want my advice, but whatever. I suffer from insomnia and I usually avoid it by running on a treadmill for about 20 minutes like…4 or 5 hours before I plan to sleep. Warm milk and honey also helps, although it’s totally gross. It either has serotonin in it or it boost serotonin or…something.

RYN: I have to go hard because I only go to the gym twice a week and in total it’s only 2 hours at the most of proper focused exercise so I have to go hard at it. I get 5 days rest – one to two days in between. If I had it my way, and had the time, I’d go to the gym 5 days a week for an hour!

January 19, 2006

I have no advice, just wanted to say hi. So, hi.

Awww. *smacks the insomnia* I hope you sleep soon.

January 19, 2006

*pets* I sowee.

January 19, 2006

Aw so sorry about your insominia. Why don’t you try reading a really boring textbook or something? That always puts me asleep. LOL! RYN: You are very creative. Has no one made a nude patch for Sims2 yet? I hated that censor bar so much, I was so happy when I found a patch for my Sims1.

January 19, 2006

I’ve got the insomnia thing, too. And now I can’t receive my meds to help me sleep for a while because of a lack of insurance. And OTC shit doesn’t work well. 😀

I love how I read this a couple hours ago and then went to do the exact same thing you made the mistake of doing. I slept for four hours in the afternoon and now I’m gonna be an insomniac for the rest of the night. We humans never learn!

I hate that. having insomnia.

You should come to Arkansas for a weekend. I mean. No really, I mean it.

Why are you so pessimistic?? Just dream a little dream with me, will you?? You somehow get funds to fly to Arkansas. Spring break, perhaps. I pick you up at the Airport. We go to my place. I cook you dinner, we consume alcoholic beverages, we watch movies and have fun. Then when we get sleepy we go to bed. Then we wake up and have breakfast, go for a walk or do something else sight-seey, and >

repeat our debauchery of fun all day and into the night. Why not???

those were supposed to be private. oh well.

Curious.

There’s always a ‘but’ with you, and I wonder why.