Fauxskin Log, Day 45

Status Report

Wearing: Just that red blanket around me again. Yes, I’m nakie underneath.

WinAmp is Playing: Southern Man – Neil Young (of my entire music collection on random repeat)

Last ate: Kickin` mashed potatos, stuffing, and turkey (Dinner last night)

Last round of masturbation: Last night. *nods*

Entry Start Time: 3:04 PM

Based on Esther’s “Senses”.

Been a while since I wrote about my progress, eh? Might as well just do it.

To me, there has been progress. The skin has been wrinkling and bunching up against the glans. At times, there is a slight overhang when I’m sitting down or certain positions when I’m laying down. Actually, I just looked under my blanket, and I can see that there is some overhang. Naturally, when I stand up, the skin will stretch, and it’ll probably retract. To me, this is enough progress to know that I shall be continuing my endeavour indefinitely.

There has been a definite increase in sensitivity, one way or another. I’ve been getting used to masturbating with the skin. When I first tried this last August, it was frustrating because, well, the glans simply wasn’t sensitive enough. Now, if I’m aroused enough, I can have a really good session. If I go old school (a la lotion and left hand), I find the glans is REALLY sensitive. I find that at orgasm, it’s really difficult to touch the glans with just my hand. I did notice a long time ago that when I orgasm, I usually am only touching the corona of the glans.

The usage of the skin has gotten a lot easier during masturbation. When I’m hard, it doesn’t seem like there’s any extra skin. When I tried this last August, there was so little skin that the my scrotum will pull up rather violently. It’s gotten less violent? Or something. More fluid.

As for the Tuggy, I’m amazed it’s been 45 days. He’s been completely assimilated into my life. It’s like wearing glasses. I do get self-conscious about the bulge he puts in my pants. But, after going to dinner yesterday Tuggy-less (and wearing a g-string!), it’s really no different from the typical bulge in the pants, except the Tuggy-bulge is off-set to one side or the other.

It does slip off now and then. I’ve concluded this only happens because the skin that is made to face towards the glans becomes moist. It just naturally happens.

There is never any pain with Tuggy when it’s normally in place and, well, tugging. The only time I feel any amount of discomfort is when it’s slipping off. I’ve concluded that the pinching I feel is because the force isn’t in equilibrium around the skin, and is skewed to the area of the skin next to where the skin has slipped off. Hey, the explanation makes sense ot me.

To me, there is no turning back. Sometimes, before going to bed, I’ll do my bathroom stuff Tuggy-less. With clothes on, I mean. It irritates me to no end how the glans rubs against my clothes. (Thanksfully, my silk g-strings negate this problem, should I need to go Tuggyless for a day.) I don’t really notice my tuggy when I walk. I have a normal stride like everybody else, I adapted like this within days of using my Tuggy. But yes. When have my fauxskin, I will feel complete. And I’ll have that small luxury for the rest of my life.

“What’s this about?”, you might say. Refer to this entry.