Fact of the Day for 12-4-6

Im a massage therapist and i can say there is an increase in the amount of women who are not shaving. A lot of my clients come to me with hairy legs. I wish I could get away with not shaving. But my leg hair is rather coarse, and if it gets too long and rubs on my pants my hair follicles get irritated…not.fun. But this is probably due to the fact that my dad does indeed looklike a baboon..and I resemble him more than I’d like to admit…(not the baboon part, but other physical features..haha)

yeah I try not to generalize and say that alll men suck. It just so happens that my situations lately have made me feel less than stellar. And I was serious that I respect that the guys lately have been upfront. It’s a nice change in the trend. Now if only the trend would keep going and they would alll fall madly in love with me..bhahahah I do have some disgruntled women readers….love can do that sometimes.

perhaps from a metaphysical standpoint you and are not ready in our subconscious for the ‘real deal’ so therefore we send out the energy to others and they take care of it for us…lol I know I’m not supposed to stay in Cali. It doesn’t make my soul happy. Actually it makes me pissed off a lot…and I can feel the vagabond in me coming back. The east coast is calling my name. I think perhaps that’s how come I’m not meeting people. Because I already have my mind made up that I’m leaving.

oh, and who is Ashley? i haven’t been around that long.

she’s very cute in the “girl next door” sort of way. Looks very virginal…lol Ya know, I dont’ really like get oral from guys. I think part of it has to do with the fact that I would NEVER give a girl oral…heh…I just mean it’s sooo involved. You are “in there”. At least with giving head….it’s not so…sticky..hhahah My other theory is that I’m very self-consciouse of mylower region. It’s where I carry my weight. And I know that a guy is definately going to be looking there if we is going down on me… Stupid razor burn..lol I think I just need to become more confident in my body. But I Think that would come with a commited relationship where i knew my mate was very turned on by my body. i have dated a few guys who were. And that helped me a lot. But the the mainstream society slave guys make me feel very self consious. I have confidence in my beauty, just not confidence in other’s to get past society and tap into what they actually think is beautiful.

im very proud of my ass, especially when I know it’s someone who enjoys it. I love it when a guy loves to play with it. It turns me on. My own ass turns me on..haha But it’s when I date guys who act like it’s a nuisance, that’s when I feel a little bad. And if they don’t like it, I know I shouldn’t be with them anyway. But damn, easier said that done right. I have beenwith two guys who would ask me just to walk around naked for them so they could stare at me. THAT made me feel sexy once I figured out they were sincere. Once the hard=ons in their pants spoke more than they ever could. I felt powerful. ANd sexy ANd I loved it. I want to find that again. I want to be someone’s sexual Paraiha (sp?) But my ass isn’t smooth. When you have a gigantic butt, it’s usually not smooth. And here are all the “anti cellulite, smooth your skin..etc etc fckin with my better sense. and you see all these women with giant butts in porn or on tv and they are smooth, but I KNOW in real life, that butt has some dimples. I wish society would quit lying to its little girls. I am more accepting of my flaws than most women are, and I still have a LONG

oh, and I don’t shave my whole pubic area. Just the “bikini line”. So yeah…I have a hairy vagina!!!! LOL And you are right, a lot of guys don’t seem to mind, At least if they are mature they don’t. The size of a penis doesnt really matter to me. With that being said, I do get worried when dating someone who is extremely small… because of my large ass, if they aren’tlong enough, it’s hard to pleasureable sex because they don’t get in deep enough. and yes, I have had that problem once. He was very very very small. But I didn’t say anything. I just used a vibrator a lot while we were having sex.

and never had an orgasm….from oral or just in general?? I feel for her. At least the men I have been with were good at what they did. I masturbate a lot, so therefore I think I know my body pretty well and know how to direct a man. Does she explore herself often?

haha no, it was even hard to give him head. It was so short and small that I really couldn’t do the hand work I normally do. It was just very, awkward. I am very good at giving head. I have a good imagination and think I was perhaps a man in a past life..haha Im not super overweight. Just pleasantly plump. So when I feel comfortable around someone, like I know they enjoy my body, I am all for being naked.