Ah, I love cuddling.

I got my something else. At least in terms of feeling outside of everything, feeling something other than the routine.

Took Loralei out to dinner. I think I decided to take her out to eat maybe an hour before absconding her. It just felt like something that would feel nice. She had no preference, so I picked. We went to Macaroni Grill. I thought of Cliff. She was quiet, but I could tell that was because she was relaxed. She hasn’t been feeling that good about herself, so I just wanted her to feel okay.

I savored that bread. Our waiter was nice. I uh, drew vulvas on the table. What can I say, I’m really into vulva. I had chicken parm, as I usually do. I told Loralei that she could ask for a create-a-pasta, if she wanted. She took my advice, and got something that she considered rather tasty.

She was resistant to me paying at first, but eventually just said, “Thank you.” I totally owed her for her helping me on my first aid project.

We killed a thicket of men, and then played a little Smash Brothers.

And then we went to my room and we cuddled. Calm and quiet, I nearly fell asleep. Eventually, we got more giggly and playful. We talked about me kissing her, but decided it wasn’t for the best. Hey, communication is an awesome thing. My instincts say, verbatim, “If you don’t take advantage of her, you’ll have a friend for a long time.” Occurred to me that she’s the first girl I’ve met in person that I’ve cuddled with on a regular basis. For real. Awesomeness.

It really took me away from everything. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I love cuddling. It’s so awesome.

Also, I didn’t get an erection this time. Ha ha. Hey, they happen.

:: yawns ::

I delivered her home safe. She showed me her schedule for next semester. It makes me worried. She’s taking on a lot. I know I’ve felt like I was run too thin this semester.

:: yawns ::

I should sleep soon!