NoJoMo #17

Realizing that this is entry #17 makes me realize how fast my life is flying by as I wait, and wait and wait. This time just seems so wasted like everything is just on hold.

I’m just sleepy and worn out from this week for no good reason. Just tired. I even had a soda at work tonight which I don’t do very often, caffeine didn’t help.

Had to check in one of my least favorite inmates. He returned today after being kicked out of our facility for threatening half the staff. He is mean and truly fucked up. We got along fine during the intake process, but he hasn’t forgotten he hates me I’m sure. I don’t know if he hates me, but he is that crazy they teach you about in school.

O well. I hope the weekend is nice 🙂

Until Next time

later

Kinda blah today, not bad, just blah. It’s cold outside, only about 50, which sucks. Last weekend might have been our last nice one. I don’t like cold. Hunting season has officially gotten serious. That means it’s barely safe to go out in our back yard until january. There have been gunshots for weeks now, maybe it was blackpowder season. Dogs will be running through the yard, hunters will be walking around the house, the road will be torn up/blocked. I don’t like hunting season. I have no problem with people killing deer for the meat, but sometimes they just chop the head off and keep on trucking. They dump half the bodies in the woods. They starve the dogs, and let’s be honest…a lot of these guys walking in the woods with big ass guns are shitfaced drunk. Especially by dusk when they can barely see and I just want to take the dogs for a walk. Dusk is time for rapid shotgun power. Sucks.

i bought some toe socks for my vibrams. I can do toe shoes, toe socks suck 🙁

Damn I’m gonna chill out some today, and see if I can come back later in a better mood.

My mood is horrific today and I have no idea why. It sucks. I feel like i’m all PMSing but that is impossible. I don’t want to talk, be talked to. I don’t want to be around the gent, he is getting on my nerves. I know it’s all me and thats the bad part. I just cannot feel better. Ughhh. Today just sucks. Spent the majority of the day trying to clean out the spare room, not making any progress after HOURS was annoying. We just have too much shit and nowhere to put it. An attic or a basement would be fabulous, instead we just cram everything into the spare room cuz out closets suck as. I’m just so ill……

Time for some rum.