Twice in a day

So I know, pathetic, I’m writing a second entry today, but Kyle and I have been talking and texting each other all day and I just have to write about him so maybe I’ll finally get him out of my head before my boyfriend gets home.

We met at the restaurant I worked in. For months we were just pals and I thought I just had a little crush, but this past month things have been getting different. There have been looks…yes, those kind of looks. Pathetic little “longing-to-be-with-you” looks. And finally, on my last day of work (I got a new, better job) things came out into the open. He told me he thinks hes been in love with me the whole time. I told him it’s worth a try, and BAM…we’re all about each other all the time. This is so good and so bad all at the same time.

I’ll write more later, but for now I gotta go…the boyfriend will be home soon and looking over my shoulder.

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December 15, 2004

your not pathetic. hell, i tend to write all kinds of little blips throughought the day. so i saw you left me a note and decided to come check you out and say hi. so hi. 🙂 check me out anytime! happy festivus! lol 🙂

December 22, 2004

hah if u r pathetic try 3 times in one day!!! well good luck with the 2 guys…i live with my bf (2 yrs now) and i miss my single life so much!!! i was talking to this gut for a little while but i had to let that go. besides he was there to hear me rant and bit*ch about my bf. i feel bad thu bc he was really starting to like me