Love Letter Excerpts

That night (well…nights as it turned out) couldn’t have been more perfect. The snow was really starting to come down, and it took me over 45 minutes to make the usual 15 minute trip to my parent’s house.

Kyle picked me up from there and took me to see where he grew up. He had dinner already prepared, a chicken and mushroom dish, roasted fresh vegetables and a pasta side dish. There was a table set up in front of the fireplace, candles, Christmas music…the whole bit. It was really impressive that he put it all together for me. Real romance for once. I haven’t gotten that kind of treatment since my first high school boyfriend was trying to get laid. This was sincere, unassuming romance…it was beautiful.

Dinner was amazing. I got to meet his mom, which was a little nerve-racking, but all-in-all a good first impression. Mom’s always make me so nervous. Their approval is crucial! I got to see high school pictures of Kyle and see his music studio in the basement and his old bedroom…it was just a really really nice time. I love spending time with him.

He drove me back to my parent’s house and got his car stuck in the street in a snow drift. My car was stuck in a solid layer of ice as well. We spent an hour outside trying to free our cars, but it was no use. He spent the night there with me and just cuddled. We drank hot chocolate, played stupid board games, and just enjoyed each others company.

The next day…STILL STUCK! Yeah, our cars were hopeless. We ended up spending another entire day and night together and I must say, I didn’t get sick of him at all. Over 36 hours together…that snow storm was fate I tell you! When he finally left he gave me a letter, gave me a kiss and told me that he already couldn’t wait to see me again. The letter had me awestruck…it was so honest and so open. This man is amazing…and he could be mine…

Just to give you an idea of the letter: (only little excerpts…wouldn’t want to ruin it by splashing it all over the internet!)

“I want you to have a night you will always remember, whether you are with me in the future or not. I know I have poor timing, but poor timing is better than no timing at all.”
“You have sparked something inside me that I never want to lose. You make me want to better myself without saying a word.”
“I love you with all my heart.”

See…maybe you understand why I can’t get my mind off of him…why I take the risk to see him as much as I can. I haven’t felt like this since high school…and this isn’t just high school puppy love. This is perfect…all I want it to be…except for that whole pesky live-in boyfriend situation. This craziness has got to end in one way or another. For now though…I am going to continue to see the best thing that has walked into my life for a long long time.

Can’t fight love right?

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December 27, 2004

oh my god, dump your man!!!!!! dump him now!!!! otherwise, the best thing that just walked in could walk right out, you know?

December 27, 2004

Thanks for the note and welcome back. I’m new to all this diary stuff myself. I call it a journal though, a guy thing I guess. Could be worse, I could call it a “Log”. Wow, thats what I call getting sidetracked. Anyhow, thanks again and I’ll see you around. Take care. o, yea….follow your heart on this one.

December 27, 2004

RYN: Hehehe…I love not being too old for Santa. FYI, I agree with CrazyStar!! What is stopping you?!?!?!

December 27, 2004

Awww I’m so jealous…I wish I had a man…. Well this is neat, because I work at the Canadian Cancer Society! I’m a fundraising secretary…interesting… 😛 I’m also the youngest in the office..ahah.. I added you to my favorites 🙂 *XOXO*

This guy sounds awesome. Real romance is hard to find these days…truly a rare occurance. Don’t pass it up, you don’t want to live with the “what ifs”. I know I’ve passed up a few chances like that b/c I was with shitty ass boyfriends and I regret it…Not knowing what could have been just constantly eats at me…Go for it!

December 28, 2004

Thanks for the note, the support really helped me out.I agree that you should hold onto whatever makes you happiest, even if you have to go out on a limb to have it. Danielle