did it.

I did it. I broke up with Ace. It wasn’t pleasant. I feel like the biggest jerk and I don’t know how to stop beating myself up for it. He is a great guy. I honestly like him, a lot. But I just cannot reconcile trying to be closer to God and seeking Him while being with an unbeliever. I can be friends with them. I can be around them. I just don’t think I can date them. So, now that I’ve learned that lesson, I think I’ll be developing a dating application. Ok, not really. Honestly, I don’t really feel like dealing with the whole dating business anymore. It’s too freaking complicated and people get hurt too easily and I would rather have no part of that. It’s one big stinking mess, as far as I’m concerned, and I have enough messes in my life without being the girl who intentionally seeks them out. So,  yeah, Tia’s single folks and has every intention of staying that way. Ugh.

On the flip side, I’m leaving in 3 days. For Spain. I’m still really nervous/excited. I had a thought a few minutes ago. I don’t know anything about exchanging money. Will I have to do that in the airport? I’m laying over in Brussels for about 2 hours and what if Miles or myself wants something? Will I have to exchange money or will they accept American money b/c it’s an airport? Ugh, I just don’t know. Hopefully, there’ll be some kind soul who knows what they’re doing who’ll help me out once I get there. I know this is going to be an interesting trip only because I’m so new at it and I am going to be carting a 3 year old around with me. *laugh*

Oh, well, wish me luck, guys. I’ll see you as soon as I can. (He doesn’t have internet access at home over there yet.. He’s hoping to get it soon.)

Tia