Idk

Even the smallest things make me think of you. Your smile is engraved in my every thought. Or so it feels like it. I watched handsmaids tonight and it was that episode where June and luke were in the hotel room and she tells him she wants him to leave his wife and he just goes “okay.” I wonder if it would have been that easy. I mean, you were engaged not married, but still… the “what ifs” never seem to leave my mind. I know you loved me. I loved you. I think I still do.