sleeping beauty isn’t a girl

O
i’d invite you over, but you’d be sleeping within the hour
lol

Tosh
whatever

O
you know it’s true

Tosh
u wouldnt invite me over anyway its late and i cant stay

O
that wouldn’t stop me, it’s the part where you pass out on me
lmfao
that’s what keeps me from inviting you
it’s not late
remember the old days, when we used to stay up until the sun came up. lmmfao

Tosh
ur not very nice
im sorry
but i also slept till 3

O
lmfao

Tosh
or 4

O
i am very nice to you

Tosh
we cant watch bertuzzi together
that makes me sad
lol

O
aww
the game is on too late for you

Tosh
i will end up watching it im sure

O
i’ll be mad at you if you do :P:P

Tosh
i have to stay up late enought o smoke

O
i can’t keep you awake until midnite when you’re here. lmfao

Tosh
its cuz i lay down and get comfy with ya
u like to bring that up a lot
im sorry ive been fallin asleep so early

O
don’t be sorry, i’m glad that you’re comfy and i like laying with you.
i bring it up because it gets you going
lmfao

Tosh
stop makin fun of me for it

O
make me

Figured it’s been almost a week since I wrote anything, due to massive amounts of Tosh time. 🙂 Not that I’m complaining at all.

I was told by the staffing agency that if I could prove that I’d had kidney stones before that they would prolly have no problems and that if that didn’t work, then I could prolly pay for another drug test and be ok. fucking liars! yeah. Yesterday I went down to the hospital and got my records sent over and then called them to let them know I did it. And I was told that it wouldn’t matter. They couldn’t “utilize” me for this position but they’d keep trying to find me something. What a crock of shit! I was so pissed off I almost cried. And it’s my fault, I mean Jeezuz had I just waited a couple of days. *sigh* pisses me off.

We’ve also acquired a new roommate. It’s my gram’s brother, he’s like 61 and I guess his roommate freaked on him and just went completely crazy, so he’s up in my old room. He’s a sweet man and I don’t have any problems with him being here. It gives The Drunkin someone to talk to about politics and bullshit repeatedly. The Drunkin by the way has been that way the last 5 nites. *rolls eyes* and he just left the house, so he’s prolly out on a frickin beer run. Stupid mufucker.

Anywhore, Tosh has stayed the last 5 nites and I’m totally ok with that. What sucks is the “I’m gonna turn the light on, babe” at 8.30 in the morning and him falling asleep by 11 every nite. Neither of us has anything to do that early in the morning so I don’t understand. Lol. tonite, I am alone. I’m bored and it sucks. And apparently he’s bored as well. Lol. I’d invite him over, but he’d just be asleep in like an hour.

Saturday we went to the Bob Marley Birthday Bash. Thanks again Megs for that. I had an amazing time. I didn’t know either of the bands that performed, but they were good. The first, Zion Lion, had 3 different singers. One dude that was so deep and rumbly that you couldn’t understand him, a woman and another guy who had a higher voice. Then there was The Indika Reggae Band. I totally dug them, but Tosh wasn’t so impressed. Their sound was cleaner, but they were more dancehall than reggae. It made me want to dance. Lol. We had a great time though, made fun of a few patchouli wearing dirty hippies including one that was dressed as a faerie without wings and shoes. Yeah, no shoes! It’s fuckin winter dirty hippie!

So I had an epiphany of sorts while there. There was a song the first band played about being a child of Jah and being a peacemaker and it just made me start thinking. So I thought about it. Maybe I want to become Rastafarian, well without the pot smoking. So I talked to Megs about it a bit today and since I’ve changed my mind. Yeah, it’s all well and good, but it’s just a bit too close to Christianity for me. So I’ll stick with my Pagan ways. But really, that song moved me. And when that woman sang “Redemption Song”, it gave me chills and I almost cried. It was an awesome nite.

We got back here around like 12.30, after of course stopping at McDonalds. Omg! He was throwing a fit again because I said I wasn’t really hungry and blah blah blah. So I said that I’d have a mc double. He ordered, 4 mc doubles, 3 chicken sandwiches and 2 mac wraps. We got back here and in the time I ate one mc double he had 2 mc doubles, a mac wrap and 2 chicken sandwiches down! I was like Jeezuz dude! Lmfao. I tried to get him to talk to his mac wrap and tell it it was “crazy delicious” but he refused. I told him he wasn’t very nice for not going with the flow. Lmfao. After he plowed through all that food, we watched AS and some infomercials. He then proceeded to get stoned and make me laugh for 2 hours. My tummy hurt so bad from laughing and he had tears running down his cheeks, I begged him to stop and he wouldn’t. He does like to torture me. Lmfao.

Then yesterday when I was having my horrible no good rotten day, he says the sweetest things to me. Tells me that it’s the systems fault and not mine that I failed. But really I only have myself to be pissed off at. I should’ve known better. So he came over last nite to “lay with me and play with my hair and make me feel better”. Awww. He did make me feel better, just laying with me and rubbing my back, although he kept smacking me on the ass too. Lol, is that an affection thing with guys? And of course he was sleeping by 10.45. I’m not kidding. But he was very cuddly in his sleep and I kept waking up to him with his arm around me or just on me, so he was trying to be comforting. 🙂

That’s about all that’s been going on this week. Lots of laughing and good times, along with one piss off day. I’ll just keep applying for jobs and hope that something works out. Bleh.