mmmmhmmmm

omg, i’m such a dork and he’s totally ok with it. lmfao

i have total issues i swear to the gods.

check this out, this is the message i sent to him:

i hope that when you left tonite you didn’t think i was being awkward when you hugged me and kissed me. i didn’t know what to expect and so i was kind shocked (in a good way 🙂 ) when you did. and now i sound like silly stupid girl, but whatev. lol. anyway, i like your hugs and your kisses and the foot rubs. so feel free to do any of them at any time. 🙂

i have fun hanging out with you. thanks for making me laugh and have fun again. you’re awesome. 🙂

pretty dreams.

i get back:

no worries i like it all as well lol

as soon as i sent it i realized that he was online, i couldn’t died.

so then i start an IM with him

O
yeah i’m a dork, i can’t help it sometimes

Tosh
whats up lol
dont worrie bout it
i dont think u acted awkward
hehe

O
kk

Tosh
futurama is on
im happy

O
lmfao

Tosh
im trying to think of how im gonna force myself to sleep
and i see u were sad that i left early?
lol

O
oh hush
or is that not allowed?

Tosh
hehe
nah it makes me feel special

O
:):)

Tosh

:):)

O
i think the fire has finally died down my feet are cold

Tosh
ur gonna have to go upstairs soon

O
i know

Tosh
get warm

O
yep

Tosh
pull out ur pillow case
lol

O
sigh
lol

Tosh
why a sigh
?

O
because you’re naughty

Tosh
thats a bad thing?

O
obviously not
lol

Tosh
hehe

O
if it was um, i would’ve stopped you last nite

Tosh
like the one guy

O
i gotta stop telling you stories
lol

Tosh
ha

O
get myself in trouble

Tosh
im good trouble

O
lol, maybe now you are

Tosh
now AND later

O
lol

Tosh
ive enjoyed spending time with u lately
im glad u got ahold of me

O
me too hun

Tosh
sometime soon we’ll have to go hang out with tom
so u can laugh at him

O
i’m cool with that
getting sick of my basement?

Tosh
no
im ok being bored as long as im with cool people
ya know

O
oh i bore you?

Tosh
not at all
i could hang out with u like that anytime

O
you’re welcome anytime

Tosh
ur fun company

O
thanks, you’re pretty fun yourself

Tosh
i try

O
lol
you crack me up
and that’s all that matters :P:P

Tosh
thats the best part
im gonna go smoke a bowl and try to lay dow

O
kk
pretty dreams

Tosh
i will call u tomorrow
im hopin we could hang out some more

O
i’m totally cool with that

Tosh
have a good night and sweet dreams o

O
g’nite Tosh

as Woodie says, LE SIGH! lol, i so dig this guy. and i said that i would never date another guy younger than me or with kids. he’s 5 months younger than me and has 2 kids. i heart him. at the very least i’m in complete and total lust with him. lmfao. but if it was just lust his voice wouldn’t just completely melt me right? *sigh*