I believe there’s a power struggle going on……

between him and my bed, but he wins every time 😉

I swear every time I lay down to take a nap he calls me half an hour after I’ve gone to sleep. No joke.

Anywhore, another week is almost over, and I’m like on cloud nine. Crap, I need to remember to call to schedule my CNA test tomorrow. Must remember that.

So, it’s been over a week straight of just hanging out. *sigh* he’s so awesome. There’s obviously a connection coming from him as well. I know this because of what happened the nite before last.

Tosh and I were just hanging out in the basement watching tv and my uncle comes down to chit chat. Ugh. He was drunk, completely fuct. Stoli and Xannax will do that to you, stupid fucker. At first he was ok, and then he started telling Tosh what to do and getting shitty with him. I wanted the couch to eat me. I wanted to die, I was embarrassed, I mean I’m fucking 32 years old, it’s bad enough that I’m living with my uncle, but to have him come down and start being a complete asshat to the guy I’m dating? Jeezuz Pete’s Christ. After a few minutes he goes back upstairs. Then he comes back down, starts in again repeating himself and shit. I was like OMG, knock it the fuck off. Then he looks at me and starts in on me. He says to Tosh “this ain’t about you, this is between her and me, don’t listen” and proceeds to go off about me leaving dishes in the sink, clean dishes on the counter and how I don’t clean the kitchen like he wants me to. Then he starts talking shit to Tosh again, telling him he wants a hit off his bowl and calls him Negro. Tosh isn’t black, or even act like it. *rolls eyes* Tosh almost said something to him, but just was like “hey man, that’s not cool” and my uncle said something so I told him to be nice and he was like “O, shut up!” I had tears in my eyes, I was so humiliated. And all I could do is just sit there. Then he laid down on the floor, I thought he was going to pass out, but he tells me “O, I need a pizza. Go get me a pizza”. I just kept mouthing to Tosh “I’m so sorry”. I wanted to cry and hide. I wanted to disappear. Unfortunately, my magic wand is broke and has been for some time. So we went to get him a pizza and it was closed. So we drove to another one, it was closed as well. We came back after much apologizing on my part to give him the bad news and he called me a liar. *sigh*

Tosh was really cool about it all and kept telling it wasn’t a big deal and not to worry about it. But it made me feel like the asshole. Imagine my surprise when he called yesterday and wanted to hang out again. Lol. It was a beautiful day, so I laid out on the trampoline with my MP3 player. I was singing and just enjoying the sun when he showed up. He scared the shit out of me. Yeah, I was jamming to Jesse MacCartney, Leavin. Lol. So I apologized again to my uncle and he says “think of it this way, even after that I’m still here spending time with you. You should feel special.” Lol, I do. Not many guys would put up with that shit after hanging out for a week. Ya know?
I found out we are dating today. Lol. He came and got me and we went to go hang out at my Aunt’s house. She’s awesome and I needed to get out of the house. And here’s something strange, he always hugs and kisses me goodbye, but never even hugs me when he gets here. Lol. So, I had planned on saying something like, “um, when you show up, you should hug me”. When he brought me back home to drop me off, there were cars in the driveway and I was like ugh, I’m so not up for a party. And of course being him he laughed and told me that he was sorry and that he felt bad leaving me. How sad is that? His rents had company today so we couldn’t hang out there. Dunno if I mentioned it or not, but he lost his job so he had to move back home. Anywhore, he leans over to kiss me goodbye and I say to him after he kisses me that I find it odd that he hugs and kisses me goodbye but doesn’t even hug me when he first sees me, and that he’s going to have to start hugging me when he gets here. And he says “but isn’t that the way it works? You do that when you leave when you’re dating? But that’s cool, I can handle that” and I said “good” and he says “well, here, let me make it up” and kisses me again. Le sigh! Jeezuz he smells so good.

Well I came in the house walking on air and there are two chicks here. Bleh. I say hi and float off to my room, I was tired. Earlier today when I tried to take a nap Tosh called so I figured he’s going to be watching the hockey game and junk so I’ll have plenty of time to take a nap before he calls or whatever. I lay down for half an hour and he calls. He says “we’re going to Marley’s tomorrow. Early. I’m getting you out of the house. But I’ll be over tonite and maybe I’ll sleep on your couch so we can get an early start”. I was like ok. So depending on how the Devils play tonite he could be here by like 9, but like 10.30 at the latest. My Red Wings play at 10, so it’s all good. I love that we can watch hockey together. It’s wondemous.

If he can put up with my uncle he must really like me.