maybe its destiny or maybe im just naive

she gave me everything

i complain how she took it all away

i cant help but blame myself

is this my destiny

or am i just naive

i like to believe

that this is just the way i have to be

i would fix everything

but i just need some help

some things i cant do on my own

although i would usually lie

and say ill be fine

just give me a little time

but i have no motive at this point

help me find my way

or maybe this path i walk now

is my destiny

maybe my life is in vain

or maybe everything will be okay

i dont know anyway

ill just pretend that im okay

until this feeling fades away

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October 18, 2008

ah. Look i’m sorry, i never wanted to bring any one to tears. its just bullS**t that i had to get off my chest i guess. and your poem this time shows alot of frustration grrr your so good at sounding fine yet sharing such deep emotions i think your motives now are more stronger then ever before and thats why you can so fine-ly describe it. sorry i always read to much into things i like it though!!

October 18, 2008

please dont ever shed tears for me. im nothing but pure evil.

October 29, 2008

you can tell me when you see me how much i’ve changed. thanks for not judging meh

November 11, 2008

….hey ya figured that one out the hard way. i did own a ..punching bag once, not too sure oh long story short it kinda got bulimic if thats how you spell it…it lost its insides. ya can’t wait till we can chill in a bar >.<