is it fate or is it choice

sometimes i believe in fate
sometimes i think your path isnt something you create
i have no control
i dont have a single goal

i try to be objective
but what kinda way is that to live
i say im content
even though my time isnt well spent

so not used to change
i always act the same
dont know what to embrace
i hesitate just encase
 

how do you choose
i feel like i always lose
i cant make up my mind
my path is hard to find
 

some people are afraid to die
i dont know why
but i think im afraid to live
something has to give
 

its time to make some changes
its gonna take a few stages
im slow but ill get there
just dont know where