And it became clear …

Since breaking up with Aragorn, things have become so much clearer. In general, life is less stressful for me and I don’t feel the urge to check that I’m pleasing somene other than myself with my actions. We’ve talked maybe twice or thrice since the breakup. At first I felt a great loss, but now I feel like I have a clear path to follow. We shall see how things go.

Ed and I are trying to get a hold of  each other, but schedules dont permit that readily. He’s a sweet kid, okay he’s 21, so not a kid, but in my mind he’s a kid. Lol. Things might happen and then again they might not happen.

Dougie and I have been talking more of late, which makes me wish that we could work out. Not many would stand beside us though, so friends until the end for us. ‘Tis okay, I’m sure that in the past four or so years that he’s had the very same thoughts about the future as I have. 

I love ya!