I failed a nursing test for the first time

 Well, Amir and I recently got married, and I have been busy busy busy with planning the wedding set to take place in June. I am super excited about our wedding in June. xD

I was also in College Algebra up until a few minutes ago. I dropped it because I got a 68% on my nursing test. Online math classes take up so much damn time, it’s fucking ridiculous. Plus, this professor is not going to let us use notes during our midterm or final… I am in my last semester in Nursing school… and I have never, ever failed a nursing test until today (failing is 80%). I am so disappointed in myself, in the test, in everything regarding the test (including the instruction we received for the test). Normally, I would call my mom and tell her my scores, but I don’t want to burden her. I just need to focus HARD on passing. I am beside myself. There are only 4 tests this semester. And I have to make 85s on each remaining test in order to pass. I gotta do this… I HAVE to. 

The good news is Amir says I don’t have to worry about anything. I don’t have to worry about our relationship anymore because we’re already married. He said he will support me no matter what happens. I love that man.