faith.

I think that I’m going to start praying again. I haven’t really done it since I was little. I suppose I may have lost faith in it after a few troubles.

I realize now when looking back, that I when I see only one set of footprints, maybe that wasn’t when I walked alone – perhaps that was when I was carried.

I may have lost my faith in religious establishment, but I still believe in God – a god, whatever this creative force is that provides miracles and keeps balance in the world. What could it hurt to re-establish communication between us? Nothing.

Sure I’ve been through a lot in my life, but I’ve come out with so much. So much to be thankful for, and sadly so much more than some others are left with.

I would criticize those who pray but do nothing within their power make change where they ask God for it, but I may be guilty of the same. Maybe if I prayed I could condition myself to make change, it would at least build something within me, I am sure.

I have always had faith in you, but maybe now I truly have faith in myself.