Thinking.

I’m not used to being bad at things. I think that’s why I’m so irked by this driving thing. I’m not used to putting my mind to something and NOT getting it. I’ve always been good at dumb things. I never needed to study in school. I never needed to practice most things. And it’s driving me crazy because driving isn’t something I can be bad at and it’s no big deal. It’s not something that I can never do again. It’s not like being bad at dancing or video games. These things are trivial, they don’t matter in the long run. I don’t NEED them. I can never play a video ever again and be fine, but driving is a little more important.

ugh.