Oral sex and long chats.

I went to Ernie’s last night at around 2. Just got home [it’s 9:45 am.] I had a lot of fun.

We talked about a million different things. I can’t even name all of them honestly. His friend passed out a little while after I got there. Every time I’m there he’s up for like 10 seconds and then he’s assed out on the couch like balls deep in a pillow. It amuses me.

After we had sex twice he ate me out for what seemed like forever. Not a bad forever, a fantastic forever, haha. I’ve never had anyone keep going for more than like a minute after I orgasm, but he did for a long ass time and I felt like I was going to crawl out of my skin and I wanted to claw up the walls. That description sounds weird, but I assure you, it was amazing, haha. Afterwards I was kissing him and he said "I always get this vibe from you like you feel like you owe me or you have to pay me back for shit, but you don’t. Sometimes it’s just about me making you happy. Deal with it." There was  more, but that was the main part of the conversation.

After a night like that, he always tells me I’m trying to kill him because he’s an old man. He just turned 29 and he’s like "I’m past my prime" hahahahaha. If that’s past his prime, my head probably would have exploded having sex with him while he was in his prime, haha.

I want to be with him but he’s got a lot of shit on his plate right now, so we’ll just chill like this for a while. I’m done thinking about what could be or what should be. I’m just going to enjoy the here and now. If something comes from this it does, if it doesn’t then I had a good time while it lasted.

I’m so tired. I think I’m going to take a nap on my couch.

I love you all =]