Life is grand?

Alyssa wants a strap-on for Christmas. Somehow the responibility to purchase said strap-on has fallen to me. I think it’s because the rest of my friends are all nervous about buying shit like that, and I’m not. It’s just a sex toy. Whatever. That’s how I feel about it, but they’re all "OMG SOMEONE MIGHT SEE ME." The thing that they don’t realize is that it’s not that easy to get  to a porn shop when you don’t drive. And I was only asked to do this on Tuesday night. But now this morning Kerri was like "You had all this time why didn’t you say something earlier. blah blah." I didn’t have all this time, I had two days, and I had work on one of them. I dunno, the problem seemed resolved afterwards, but Kerri keeps her emotions inside too much. She never tells anyone when she’s mad until she’s past the point of mad and on to fuming or livid. I don’t know. Whatever. It was a dumb thing to argue about anyway. I’m over it, I just hope she is because having her as a friend has been a godsend to me and I don’t want dumb shit happening to get us mad at eachother.

I miss Greg so much. Every time we talk about him, my mom says "how did this happen so fast, this isn’t what I expected when I set you two up." like she thinks I expected it. I don’t know how the hell it happened, but it did. And I’m thankful for that.

I don’t know. I’m tired.

I’ll be done with school January 10th.