cold.

I hate winter in NEPA. I need new tires on the van before it starts getting shitty out. ugggggh money I don’t haveeeeee.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m really seriously considering going to school again. I just don’t know how much debt I want to be in, haha. I mean, I know it will be worth it in the end but fuckkkkk I hate loans.

I miss feeling loved. Fun is still fun, and I still like hanging out with Ernie lots, but I miss feeling loved.

I’m starting to feel like I’m never going to find someone worth my time. I get told over and over how great I am and how I deserve so much, but everyone I get close to sorely disappoints me. CAN’T A CHUBBY GIRL GET SOME LOVE? haha.

Nowwww…. Here’s pictures of me making faces….

And here’s Richie sleeping with the kitties

OK I’m done bitching I guess.