box full of pussies.

My dad brought home a box of kittens a few nights ago. They were on the road by his job an he didn’t want them to get run over. There were 5 of them: Beans, Killa, Toaster, Bananas, and Adolph/Joe/Kitler. Beans and Killa have been given away. My mom wants to keep the other three. I only want the one [Toaster,] the other 2 can stay or go. I like them, but it won’t break my heart if they go, unlike if Toaster did.

My mom wants to have them declawed. I keep saying no but she insists. I told her I’d buy the things to cover their claws with [I think they’re called soft paws?] but she is all about it. She even had the audacity to say "I circumcised Richie, I’ll declaw the fucking cats." It makes me really mad, actually. I’m going to try to buy the claw things anyway before she does it to show her it will work.

I’m starting to get very very bored with the new job. Now that I know the script and don’t have to think about it the whole time I’m talking, I’m soooo bored. Today a guy asked me why I would do a job that was so "disrespectful" to people, how I could POSSIBLY sleep at night knowing what I was doing. I told him the truth, I have a degree in something but I can’t find a job so I’m doing it because I need money to pay my bills, to which he thought it would be a good idea to say "Why don’t you become a stripper, at least they’re respectful of people!" so I told him to fuck off and hung up on him. He made me mad. It’s funny, because people can curse me up and down and it makes me laugh, but that guy pissed me off.

I went to Ernie’s last night. It was nice. I think that he’s finally getting so fed up with Laura’s shit that he will say fuck what she wants and be with me soon. Maybe it’s just wishful thinking, but damn it, I like the thought, haha.

The van broke down in the middle of the fucking road a few days after my last entry. I was so upset. I thought we were going to have to get rid of it because it wouldn’t be worth it to fix it, but it was only about $700, so my baby is back on the road. Life is grand.

I don’t know. I guess I’m done. I love you all.