04/29/2009

Why is it so hard for people to understand that I am not attracted to people solely on what gender they are? Ryan is the most wonderful guy ever and they should just be happy with the fact that I’m happy, not judge. Questions I can deal with, because to be honest, I’m still getting used to it and I still have a lot of questions, too, but the harsh judgements I can not deal with at all. To me he is just Ryan, my wonderful BOYfriend. Not some freak. Not a woman in men’s clothes. An amazing man who I love to be around. Fuck what they want from me. If I hear one more person ask me "don’t you want a normal life?" I’ll scream. I want MY life. Fuck off and leave me to live how I want to. I’m not going to turn down being with someone who’s company I really fucking enjoy just because someone might think I’m weird.