Yet ANOTHER entry!!

My Family!

Wow!! It looks like I am becoming a regular writer again!! 🙂 Isn’t that nice, though? You guys get to read my boring diatribe DAILY!!! Oh well, I won’t complain, because my brain has been inspired lately. Seriously, its strange. When I actually DO something worthy of writing about, I got nothing….but when I spend a relaxing weekend doing nothing of interest,  I can’t stop writing. Its probably because, for the first time in a VERY LONG TIME my mind has actually been at rest. I ceased worrying about everything under the sun. I didn’t leave my house, except for on the 4th, and I took some serious quality ME time. Well you guys can see all that in my many previous entries…but I really needed that R&R. I hung out with Jaime and Chris, and saw Dawn for a few yesterday. But the beauty of that is….when I want company, I hang out there…but then when I decide I want a nap, or to read my book, or to just watch mindless tv….I just excuse myself, walk into the other room, and I’m by myself to do as I wish again. That is THE BEST!!! I was only responsible for my own happiness this weekend, and I was happy for the most part. Jaime’s dinner last night turned out delicious. She made stuffed shells….stuffed it with ricotta cheese and cottage cheese. I am not a big pasta person, but I LOVED it. LOVE LOVE LOVED it. I actually ate like a cow this weekend. lol I have no idea what my problem was on saturday, that was my day where all I did was sleep…..but everytime I woke up, all I wanted to do was EAT!! So instead of eating, everytime I went in there, I would take a huuuuge gulp of kool aide. LOL I killed a gallon of kool-aide in a matter of hours…cuz we all know I never sleep straight through anymore. I am up every hour on the hour for the most part. Buyt I am rested, so thats what matters. Even waking up that often, I still mostly feel rested in the morning. As long as I keep laying there, it doesn’t matter if I am asleep. We got our new toys from the toy party on saturday. I would love to say I spent hours and hours trying them out, but I haven’t really been in the mood lately. When I am sick, my sex drive isn’t what it should be. And I have been SOOOOOOOOO sick. I got two things from the party, and I have tried one of them out so far. The second one…its just not what I wanted. It didn’t ful-fill its promise. LOL But Jaime misjudged the size on one of hers that she ordered, so we’re thinking about trading. lol What she bought…its more my size than hers. She is rather AFRAID of it. lol Me, I eagerly anticipate meeting it!! LMAO My other "friend" I did try twice…and while its ok….it still can’t get me where I need to be. LOL Only one "friend" of recent months was able to even come close to doing that, and thats the one the kitty cat ate!! GRRRRRR

| just need my girl to come help me out. lol I need to be turned on beyond my wildest dreams…I can’t control my own pleasure…I need that control taken from me….if I ocntrol it, I WON’T give it to myself. lol I can’t let go….when it gets intense…I STOP…..

Not that you all needed to know all that…./I know…should have posted a TMI warning…..but hell…there it is lol

Now I am at work, a place I REALLY don’t want to be. Had I not had to do manny’s job cuz of his trip to India, I would have taken today off. I had planned on making it a 4 day weekend, but now I can’t cuz manny’s job needs to be done, and I am the only one who can do it. GRR….I am still sick, but I have to work through it. I do feel a ton better tho….it was feeling like bronchitis for awhile, but that feeling has passed. I am breathing better….its amazing how much rest helps!!! But yeah….I am at work. I am already working my asss off. My boss is late, as usual. She is supposed to be here at 7:30…its already 8:30…she is still not here. I start at 8, but was here at 7:30…yet I am the underpaid unappreciated one. *sigh* I swear, as much as I don’t care anymore, I still care more than anyone else in this stupid company. I hate it here, I truly do. I have been here for 9 years….and I still make only…$5.60 more an hour than when I started. And I started at freaking $8/hr. For a job that anywhere else would have started minimim $10.50. But at the time, I was greatful to just have a job that paid me more than min wage. My job prior to this one only paid $5.35, and thats with a raise!!! I was head toddler teacher, and for extra cash on the side, I taught a computer class. That computer class was sooo much fun. I charged $5 a week per kid, and taught a bunch of kids. They had soooo much fun, as did I. I called my company PC Palz, and it was just fun for all!!!!!!!  The lady who owned the place gave me the opportunity, and I ran with it!!!!

I almost miss working at the mexican restaurant. It was my only food service job, but I liked it alot. I was the assistant cook. I worked with two of my good friends, and we had a blast. I cooked, and my two friends were waitresses. We controlled everything, the ambience, music, we had a bar attached to the restaurant….it was independent…called The Bar Association…but we served the bar too….I was the oldest…18 years old….everyone else was younger than me. So even tho it wasn’t legal, I had to serve all the alcohol….cuz at least I was 18…lol

And I am stopping mid story…but its time to buckle down and produce bucket loads of work now!!!
Go read all my other entries this weekend…

Love and lust to all!!

Kristin