Twilight

My Family!

I have been trying to write a coherant entry now for a week, with little to no success. Last weekend, I saw a movie that has changed my life forever. I know that sounds so overdramatic, and stupid, but truly, it was that intense and powerful to me. Its called Twilight, and yes, its the current movie sensation thats out right now. I saw it again tonight, and downloaded it too. I read the book series…..4 books plus a bonus half finished online read, from the opposite pov…

Its a most amazing and powerful story of a vampire named Edward, and the human love of his life Bella. They have a love so INTENSE, and PASSIONATE. it leaves me feeling aching and lonely just to watch. Why have I never found a love like that. From the moment they met, even though they knew they SHOULDN’T be together, that it was a bad idea…..they couldn’t stay away from each other. They COULDN’T be apart. They just weren’t physically capable of not being together. To find a love like that, to have a relationship like that….would be amazing. They say more in one long intense look, than most people say in a months worth of conversation. The longing…the angst….the sheer INTENSITY of it all…and when they kissed…I felt a tingle in my nether regions. It was just so….OH MY GOD!!

 So anyway…yeah…look at that video…that was their first kiss. He isn’t sure if he has the self control not to bite her…he is so afraid of loosing control and hurting her….he says hold still let me just try this one thing…and then he kisses her. He kisses her like she is the only woman in the world that he could ever kiss. Like he could never get enough of her. Its so intense. Then at the end of the movie, there is another kiss…..he kisses her neck….and oh my god…soooooooo intense. But i couldn’t find video of that kiss. But oh lordy, YUM!!

Anyway, now I sit here, feeling unbelievably lonely, wondering if I will EVER feel that passion. Will I ever know that kind of love??

Watch the movie, read the books, then lets talk. I love this,

Bedtime for me, gotta go read the book again!! Adieu or now!!

Kristin