Falling apart

My Family!

It seems as though I am falling apart these days!! At some point on saturday night, i managed to severely sprain my ankle, my feet and hands are very arthritic, and my carpal tunnel is worse than ever and i am always numb. I  need to lose weight, but how is that gonna happen, when i eat grilled cheese for every meal!! LOL But grilled cheese is cheap to make, so therefor thats what it is.

I am craving somethin sweet. I have my delicious girlscout cookies, but thats just not enough. I want oreos and milk. YUM!!

I am also lonely. Where have my friends gone. The only people who talk to me anymore is Christy and Chad. Chad surprised me the other day, he showed up at my house unannounced. We hung out at home for a bit, then he took me to dinner, and then we went and visited with my mom and dad. That was sooo fun, it was an awesome sunday. Seriously, thats the best, when stuff like that happens. He is the first person to ever show up and knock on my door to hang out. I wish people did stuff like that more.

I talked to Laura today, and she showed me her baby’s website. It was very neat, with pictures, blogs, diaries, etc. Her baby really is adorable. She said she mailed me a birth announcement, but it went back to her. Hmmm…

I keep getting people asking me why I’m single. lol Is there some sort of prerequisite that I have to be dating somebody?? People constantly want to date me, but I don’t want to date. I need to work on my life. I need to meet the right person. I need somebody who has time for me, somebody who wants to not only share my life with me, but make a new life together. Somebody who truly loves me, for the person that I am. Somebody who doesn’t want to change me. I refuse to settle for less. I won’t be anybody’s "second". I deserve to have a loving and faithful spouse!! I will find that someday, but no more settling. I will stay single forever, if thats what it takes to find my soulmate.

Adieu for now!!

Kristin