pardon me.

i am prone to terrible bouts of paranoia, self-doubt, and doubt of others.
i build complex systems of interrogation in my mind.
i analyze everything that everyone says to me down to the barest skeleton. then i rebuild the remains and analyze those.
i manage to hide it all well enough usually.
but it’s always there, and it’s always creeping around.
and i am sorry.
i am quite sorry.

"i may not be a perfect soul, but i can learn self control"

-jav