Grampy Paul

My Grampy Paul has stage 4 brain cancer. 🙁 They said there is nothing they can do, and he has less than 2 months.  I haven’t seen him since they diagnosed me.  Mostly because I’m scared to see him how he is right now. My mom said he doesn’t remember anything or anyone.  I want to remember him how he was. If it makes me a bad person for not going to see him, so be it. My poor Gram. She has to go see him every morning just to find him sitting in his own poop because they forget to change him and bath him.  The place he is in is just terrible. My Gram never wants to leave because she is scared they will forget about him. So sad. He will be my first grandparent to pass. I’m so blessed to have been able to know all my grandparents so well, and grow so close to them over the years. And I have so many because both sides got divorced and remarried. Grampy Dwynal, Grammy Reeree, Poppy, Grammy Karen, Grampy Paul, Grammy Norma, and Grampy Jerry. I’m just so blessed.  I’m worried about Gram and how she will do once he is gone. Life goes by way to fast.