07/02/2012

I’m so sick of contemplating what i deserve and what I don’t deserve. I see families going on vacation at the hotel and I get sad. Will I ever have that? They look so happy. Do I even deserve that? I see people who love thier jobs, and take pride in what they do. I would love to have my own business, or do something that makes me happy……but then I am constantly asking myself if I deserve to be happy. I’m so sick of feeling this way. I’ve tried to be the person I want to be, but it’s hard. I don’t like who I am, so I try to be something I’m not.  I’m 27 years old and I feel like I’m 40. I feel like it’s getting too late to be truly happy. Why do I feel this way at 27?

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I actually think its normal to feel that way, I started to around your age as well… the key is what you do with it, you can either be depressed about it,or you can channel it to improve