02/15/2013

Good news! I was offered a job a MMC! I am pretty excited about it.  I still have to pass the state exam before I can start, but I am not worried about that. I’m actually more worried about the drug test than anything. I quit smoking pot on the 3rd of this month, and my urine test is on March 6th. So wish me luck!

I have been seeing Alan for a few weeks now. I know it won’t go anywhere….but the sex is the best I’ve ever had. Man, he feels good. He’s got so much stamina and is very well endowed. I don’t know how he is feeling about me because he doesn’t share his feelings a lot. Maybe it’s mutual, I don’t know. I’m hoping it is, as I don’t want to hurt him. I do care about him though. He got into a car accident the other day. He totaled his mustang, but he didn’t get hurt too bad, which is surprising seeming the truck hit him directly on his side. He’s pretty bummed out about his car, but I keep telling him he’s lucky!

Erica just got out of detox. She got super drunk the other night and wanted to kill herself, so she just went there instead. *sigh* She’s now getting ll religous on me, and I don’t know where to go with that. Ive heard from her numrous times that she’s not sure if she even believes in God. I hope she finds her happy place without drinking. I’ve been her friend for a long time. She’s more like a sister than anything. It’s hard to see a friend decline like she has over the years.