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So I suppose I’m staying here since Daytona is so completely flooded. I wanted to go, was going to go, and then of course Mother Nature decided that she didn’t want me to. So I’m staying in Milledgeville for the duration of my vacation.
Zach and I are moving at a speed that I am for some reason completely comfortable with. We discussed that when Bethany and TJ are ready to move away, that I will be needing a place to live. We decided that we should probably move in together, as it would make sense, and I invited him to move here, to my house, but he has made it fairly clear he doesn’t want to live this far out of town. Granted, he has a house in the very center of downtown, which is nice, but he also has two roommates, and though I have nothing against that, I need more room than that. It could be a temporary fix.
In other news, I added to my family recently. I got a kitten, on Friday. Her name is Piper, and she’s black and white. There are pictures of her on my myspace and my facebook, so whichever you are on, you can see her there. She’s absolutely adorable. I’ve never owned a kitten this small before, and at 5 weeks, she’s definitely the youngest kitten I’ve ever taken care of. I worry about her, so I baby her a lot. I don’t like leaving her here at the house, so when I do I try to make the trip short and I worry the whole time. It’s ridiculous. It’ll get better. I’m going to start leaving the door to my bedroom open so that Piper and Madeline can get to know each other better, and hopefully get along at some point. They seem to be doing alright, just a lot of hissing at each other, but, nothing violent. I think they’ll be fine. It’s the cutest thing when this half-pound kitten gets all fuzzy and growls her tiny growl and makes her silent hiss at Madeline or Riley (roommates dog). Even cuter when she falls asleep standing up. This sounds ridiculous, but I think this is how a new mother feels. I find myself just staring at Piper, all cute and asleep in my arms, and I behave like a new mother. Totally ridiculous, I know. My uterus has been itching a lot lately. It needs to stop. I don’t need or want children. It would be a bad thing to have them anytime soon. Zach, however, is apparently antsy to have them, but wants to get married first. Not that he’s said that specifically in regard to our relationship, but just as a general statement. This would have been said immediately after I declared that I didn’t want to get married for another 10 years, if ever… much less have children. Just seems so ..ordinary. I’m settling. I’ve already said it. I just thought my life would take me somewhere unexpected and exciting…and it hasn’t. Ugh.
It’s late. I’m going to flip on a movie, eat the rest of my pickles, and snuggle my baby kitty until I fall asleep. 🙂
later.
Rar; I ish back ~ Bron
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