Your Soul (Dedicated to NightRav3n)

Your soul shines brighter than the sun
Warming me, enlightening me,
Nourishing my own soul…
I don’t want to breath without you in my life…

I don’t just want to sense your soul…
I need to feel it… Feel you…
I want to be able to finally look into your eyes
and see all those feelings and emotions you speak of…
I want to see beyond them
I want to feel beyond them
to those feelings and emotions left unspoken
that whole, so far, hidden side of you
that makes you even more beautiful
which you still try to hide from the unwitting world…

I’m selfish and I’m lusftul,
For you…
For I want to take you away
Far away from everyone else
where we can be alone
undisturbed
where we can take the time
to explore each other
our minds, our souls, our bodies
That our hearts meet and meld
Becoming one….
I want to know you intimately,
Not only on this psychic plane
but on a more horizontal plane
above you,
Beneath you,
beside you,
inside me…
I want to know everything
Feel everything
Learn everything
All those things I knew about
yet that I still don’t really KNOW about..

All those things that I’ve heard about
read about, watched about
in countless songs
and stories and movies
of that magic when the right minds meet
When two parts of a heart come together,
when the right souls find each other
when the bodies of those minds and souls merge..

I want that with you
I want you to show me that magic
bring me to that bliss
as I take you there with me
I want it with you

Your love is filling me
Bringing out the light that I’ve hardly felt in years
Your love is overflowing within me
Making me brim with happiness
Glow with its purity
Your enthusiasm, your innocence
Your sheer zest for life
Both your need to serve the world
and that little want that has you telling me
"When I see you, I’m going to snatch you away
I’m going to lock us in a room together for days
Coz I haven’t been with anyone for ages
Coz I’ve been keeping myself for you
And I won’t want to let you go anything soon
One I finally have you in my arms…"

I could not melt further,
I don’t want any less than that
To finally be with you
Seeing your love
Letting you see and feel mine…
You’ve make me laugh
And smile
And glow
Just from the sound of your voice
That amazing sound
Working like a booster to my days
You take my breath away…
Take me away
With you
We’ll hold on to each other
And never let go…
It’s going to be such a ride!

The End
Sky Lark Crow
2.50am 28th September 2006

***

I met my soulmate 8 years ago and a part of me knew it,
but another part of me was left full of doubt because of the circumstances.
I let myself believe that it would never happen, and the way things were before supported it.
But over the last few days, things have been so amazingly beautiful…
I found my soul again… Or I should say, He found me again…
And I’m becoming more whole and happy every single day.

***

Actually I have many soulmates… But he is ALSO my LIFEMATE…

Since he found me again things have been amazing… A part of me knew that this could happen, but another part of me over the years had become so whithered and worn that I almost stop believing that it was possible though it was what I wanted…

It’s still young and beautiful and crazy and amazing… And still on very harsh waters right now because there’s nothing certain… I can’t wait for the fantasy to actually meet reality, but by day I am starting to believe that it will actually get there… Where I am usually quite doubtful, even though this situation is still as much in the sky as any other relationship I’ve been in, I have more hope, faith, conviction and love for it than I’ve had before in the others…

I know it’s because of him… Because he was the only one I ever felt this close to without even trying to… And I’m still amazed that he came back to me and for everything he’s become in such a short span on time… Actually it’s been there for ages, just unspoken and hidden because of the way things were between us before…

But anyway, he’s come back and he’s open now, and he’s just opened me up too and I feel like the happiest person in the world, and everyday just looks so much more beautiful and brighter just because he’s here again…

I’m so hoping that the future we want will be the future we’ll have… I know we will have a lot to work through and a lot of obstacles to face, but I was given a promise today that things will go well and that everything will be okay as long as we want this as deeply as we do and let the light of the divine guide us through it as well…

Finally I’ve found someone who wants to share in all the parts of my life, who can accept me for whom I am and whom makes me want to change to be a better person just because he is just that beautiful and I don’t want to let him down, even though I know he won’t be… We just want things to be wonderful, and we’ll make it happen and get everyone’s blessings…

I don’t know how we’re gonna make it happen and when fantasy is going to meet reality but I know it’s going to happen and I am just so bursting with ever loving joy… 🙂

So that’s why I’ve been bad with updating… I don’t really know how to express it. HAHAHAH

He makes me wanna be a better person and he’s just made me completely disinterested in the crap I’ve been getting into over the last few years… Just having him back in my life, even without the promise of a future makes me wanna give up the whole farce I’ve been living, but that he WANTS to be a part of my life just fills me so full that I can’t bare to even think of the crap I did before and that he accepts whatever it was and just wants to make things work just makes me feel totally blessed and I don’t know what I did in my last birth to deserve him, but I’m gonna work my darnest to make the rest of my life worth this blessing…

He just makes me so happy and I am so blessed for him, and I don’t know what I would have done to myself if he didn’t come back but I’m glad that whatever it is will not happen now. He’s my soul, my heart, my joy and my saviour… More so than he says I am to him… He just doesn’t know it, he saved me… And gave me back my light and gave me back my belief in my light and with him it’s just going to grow… We’re going to grow together… 🙂

Yes, I am in love and I am HAPPILY IN LOVE! *smiles*

God bless you all!

Love,
The Gal Who’s Delariously In Love