Ticking

My body is a physiological Doomsday clock
What happens if I remain alone?
If everyday I wake up in a bed by myself
Take a bus to work because I can’t drive
And ride that same bus home
To a house or apartment that has remained
empty since I left that morning
And no one has made dinner.
I have to make it myself
There are no kids waiting for dad
Cuz there’s no one to call mom,
Every room filled with an eerie silence
That is only broken by me or the TV
What’s going to happen to me?
If my family only exists in my head
I could accomplish everything
That they never believed I could
And still be empty
But not show it
What good is an empty house,
that is not a home (?)

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August 12, 2010

OH you’ve elicited flapping wings from the raven perched on my shoulder and have me in the mood to break out my mini violin for some sad music. My empty house; I have to be out by the 26th, I used to take that same bus to and from work until work said fuck you. As for tv, all I get is spanish squigglevision. It could be worse, lefty.

August 12, 2010

OH you’ve elicited flapping wings from the raven perched on my shoulder and have me in the mood to break out my mini violin for some sad music. My empty house; I have to be out by the 26th, I used to take that same bus to and from work until work said fuck you. As for tv, all I get is spanish squigglevision. It could be worse, lefty.

August 12, 2010

OH you’ve elicited flapping wings from the raven perched on my shoulder and have me in the mood to break out my mini violin for some sad music. My empty house; I have to be out by the 26th, I used to take that same bus to and from work until work said fuck you. As for tv, all I get is spanish squigglevision. It could be worse, lefty.

August 13, 2010

a quiet house is so loud within the mind, isn’t it?

August 13, 2010

a quiet house is so loud within the mind, isn’t it?

August 13, 2010

a quiet house is so loud within the mind, isn’t it?

August 30, 2010

I agree with Phantom. 100%. But sometimes, even the smallest of changes can make a place, a little less empty…. As always,

August 30, 2010

I agree with Phantom. 100%. But sometimes, even the smallest of changes can make a place, a little less empty…. As always,

August 30, 2010

I agree with Phantom. 100%. But sometimes, even the smallest of changes can make a place, a little less empty…. As always,

Wake up! This is a nightmare. The good thing about this though is that nightmares only exist in our minds and virtually never come true.

Wake up! This is a nightmare. The good thing about this though is that nightmares only exist in our minds and virtually never come true.

Wake up! This is a nightmare. The good thing about this though is that nightmares only exist in our minds and virtually never come true.

March 23, 2011

I’ve lost track of how many times those same thoughts have gone through my head.

March 23, 2011

I’ve lost track of how many times those same thoughts have gone through my head.

March 23, 2011

I’ve lost track of how many times those same thoughts have gone through my head.