Becoming Human Again

I didn’t get the scanner hooked up yesterday as planned. I did however get it figured out this morning and it wasn’t nearly as complicated as I made it out in my head. I think a lot of things in life are way more complicated in my head than they really are.

I mowed through a stack of the stuff to scan, and there is plenty more – But it’s almost noon and I am ready for a break. I could use a cup of coffee. Oh yeah, that’s the stuff. I could not wake up for anything this morning. It’s the drop in temperature and the grey cloudy atmosphere. All I want to do is get snuggly under the covers. Watch movies, read a book …

I finally feel like I have the hang of my life … a little bit. With the “two” jobs, and home and social life. I think I’m finding a healthy balance. I don’t recognize myself in the mirror anymore. Officially down 80 pounds. It’s like I am becoming human again after so long of not even knowing what I am. Of course tomorrow I might have a different opinion – but today I feel like I can breathe.

Tomorrow after work Nick and I are going to get new IDs … He lost his wallet at the beginning of the Summer, and mine expires on my birthday which also happens to be the day we are coming home from Vegas, so I don’t want any issues getting through the airport.

Speaking of which. It’s getting closer. A month from yesterday actually. 2 more pay periods. I’m picking up what I can. Nick has everything budgeted out. He seems to think we are just going to be doling out money left and right. I have been to Vegas before. First time I went I brought $3000 and I only spent about $700. Second time, only about $500. There are so many free things to do – and I have been there a couple times so I wont be doing much shopping. I’m just looking to have a couple drinks and dance baby.

My boss Kimberly put in her notice. I don’t remember if I mentioned it or not. She’s probably the best boss you could hope for. Very kind, explains things thoroughly, and leaves you alone to do your thing for the most part. She never gets upset. It’s going to suck having her gone. Where will I get my hugs?

Okay. Going to have a smoker-ette and get back to the stack.