Ouch

 So…Idk what to write about tonight.

Umm I played hockey tonight…and it ended poorly for me. So…I played goalie…as per usual. Aaaannnd I was killing it for the first like 14 minutes…then a breakaway…he takes a slapshot. goes through my legs and in, but on its way it caught the underside of my cup, and hit it just the right (or wrong) way to cause me immeasurable pain. I took a few mins to sit and recover, then finished the period, terribly. It was very difficult performing the necessary goaltending movements, and just really sucked. I mean it fucking suuucked. Sooo painful, and soo difficult to move.  Period ends so I just sit a bit more try to recover, and I just cant do it..I sit the 2nd period to see if it gets better or what have you. I just couldn’t do the movements necessary in order to be fast enough to make the saves…so I called it…The first time I’ve ever quit a game. The first time I’ve just not been able to continue…and GAH that frustrates me, but the 3rd period rolls up and I try to skate out a little bit. Feels alright…tender, crossing over to turn hurt like hell, and skating hard was painful but I could do it…so now Here I am…sitting with an ice pack on my giblets in my recliner moving as little as possible. Shit hurts lol….It’s nothing serious I am sure, but it def hurts. So there’s that. lol 

Ummm…Amber…still confused as hell on that regard…I just…I don’t know how to react to the entire situation…like…What is the normal reaction to it? I’m just very confused as to how I should be reacting and/or behaving. I’m just..confused as fuck lol 

Umm minor detail mentioned by somebody confused me a bit. I’m sure you know who you are. Creeping on my OD, but never really talkign to me….that’s quite…odd lol .

Also…who the hell was that ANON?  I’m very curious. lol Nothing to be afraid of Anon. 🙂  

Umm…yeah…not sure what else to say except…ouch. 

Oh Under The Dome…the series…is actually fucking awesome (LOOOVVVEEED the book) and am really enjoying the alternate version they are creating. Still somewhat convinced it could be a Hank from Breaking Bad spin off lolol

I need to get in better shape by May. going to the beach…somebody make sure I stay on my regiment lol  Is that the right word? Fuck it,  i dont care lol 

If you have any suggestions as to what I should write about or have questions or something….get at me, because I am drawing careless blanks lolol