So down

Why is it that you seem to want to write in these damn things only when you are down?  Correction… That should read why do I write in these things only when I’m down!  Gotta take some ownership…

Truth be told I am down a bit.  I’m not sure what is going on, but I’m not happy.  It could be the lack of sleep, it could be that I’m still a little sick.  It could be anything… But I need to figure out what.

And the sad part is that I’m too tired to even attempt to write about it tongiht.  Am I avoiding it?  I honestly don’t think so.

But hey I should focus on good things as well.  Family is together.  I’ve kept old friendships alive and rekindled some that were lost.  Things aren’t all bad.

Must rememebr to keep the good along with the "bad".