wednesday december 21th 2011(the rest)

I don’t cear about what teachers think of me I don’t care if they know me or don’t,if they can remember me or not.I am a human being and I have a dignity I admit that I have a lot of flaws like my low confidence,my anger:my weaknees but even though it doesn’t make me nothing.in the end of the day I have a value too and what’s more great that I have GOD and him beside me make me feel strong,powerful,confident,independant and happy.

so I have to work on me,my voice,my attitude toward my self ,my family,my school and from now on GOD me and my family comes first.I’m not gonna care about teachers.there words do not matter to me good or bad because I shouldn’t let people control my feelings,it’s my feelings and if there is any one who should control them it’s me.I’m not gonna let my brain swim in the sea of sadness and comparing between me and "them".every one is special in his own way and unique.I always knew that since I was little and a bunch of bitches are not gonna take that away from me.I’m gonna do my dutie and let people do what they like because if they did something wrong to me GOD will punish them and get my pay back.

Smile,live life like a girl of 18 would live it,have fun,study,do my best and work hard,pray to GOD,remember GOD and just let it be.

taitanic

December 27, 2011

i like the entry 🙂 thank u & i love u 2 🙂

December 30, 2011

Happy new year 😀

Wildthing

January 1, 2012

I hope I do too 🙂 have a great year!

yeah hope it will be better year for us 😀

PullingItTogether

January 2, 2012

RYN: and you x

xthetruthx

Thanks hun, happy new year!! I agreee lets do everything we need to do to change this year, and lets start now! cause i think we both know if we hold off on it, then we’ll just never get it done lol

January 5, 2012

U can choose the date u want from above,not necesary to write the title as a date! Anyway, why u write nothing?! 😀 & u stopped reading my diary 2 i guess u re busy but once u be free write&read mine too 🙂

January 7, 2012

never mind i’m not writing to ask for u to say sorry but just i missed ur comments &reading ur diary ! i dunno what is happening to u hope time go fast to write something &now about the drama which is happening in ur life , thanks for ur reply! & do u know anything about scintillescence?!!

hey i am taitanic &that’s my new name 🙂

January 14, 2012

confused girl hey i miss u 🙂 ok i changed my name once again !read my last entry when u are free… i’m Taitanic

under-grace

January 16, 2012

Hello, confused girl. Sorry, I don’t know your name, what is it? Anyways, this is scintillescence. Sorry I haven’t been writing in a while… I’ve been really weird lately. Anyways, thanks for wishing me a happy new year. I hope your new year is filled with blessings as well! Thanks, and I’ve missed you! How have you been?

January 21, 2012

thank u for ur comment &support…. come on girl don’t say u are having social anxiety it’s not a reason not to go&plz don’t lie just to escape from the trip! i see u are sociable i dunno i didn’t met u but it ‘s from ur comments& so on! come one go & enjoy urself it’s beach ! it’ll be fun but if u don’t enjoy those things then it’s ur choice not to go …..

but without lying!! okay?! 😀 &good ! i will travel to paris on 23! 😀 have fun& yeah hope this year will bring some good things to us!… i am so curious to know where are u from?! bec u can speak arabic! so where are u from?! if u can tell me!