wednesday december 21th 2011

00:01 written on papers too

I just read all my diary written on copy book.how I used to  feel,to think,to act,all my promisses,I feel I’m not any more the girl who smile and thank GOD all the time.

I just complain, feel sad,and I forgot how to be gratful for the blesses of GOD.for example todat I found out that i get a great grade on science exam but instead of been happy and feel gratful I start thinking of bitches who get better than me and just like that wasn’t enough one of the girls asked me how much i get than she looked at me and ask me why i didn’t get as much as them.it seems like the favourite hobbie of people those days is make me feel lower and lower but I don’t feel dispoinment in contrary I feel gratful now for a lot of things in my life:

great grade at english and science

maths class

my family

love

GOD, GOD and GOD

the prices I got

the two now text books

dad,mom,my sisters and my brother

my grand ma and my whole family.

it uncomplete but I will finished later.sorry