July 24, 2012

pour taitanic

this is it an essay I wrote in frensh class but it talks about my grand mother’s death,actually my dad’s grand mother,isn’t that asswome?

it was tuesday,august 8th,2008.

I wrote this for taitanic because I wanted her to know that she’s not alone.(her grand ma died)

details to know:I was in my aunt’s home when my aunt get this call from mom telling her to come home because grand ma is sick,and you know what? I didn’t want to go because I though it’s nothing big.

the last time I saw her I was in hurry that I didn’t went to her when she called me.

my grand ma was very sick that she couldn’t walk without someone’s help,so one time my other grand ma(hope you’re not confused)asked me to help her with my ill grand ma and I didn’t want too(however I did it)you know why?I was watching hannah montana and I didn’t want to miss the kiss of miley and jess mcCarteney which wasn’t gonna appear any way because they don’t show kisses scenes in that channel.

here is the essay in frensh(after the help of the frecsh teacher).

c’était l’été,ma grand-mère était morte.elle était morte avant que je puisse lui parler pour la dernière fois.J’étais assise en pleurant,je pensais à tout les jours que j’ai passé sans lui dire que je l’aimais,sans rester avec elle et lui tenir compagnie.

A cet instant,j’étais triste,furieuse,désespérée et surtout coupable.

C’était une expérience qui a ouvert mes yeux sur une réalité cachée;que les gens qu’on aime le plus ne vont pas rester avec nous pour toujours,qu’il y a un jour lorsqu’ ils partiront,c’est pour jamais revenir,donc,au lieu de les négliger et se plaindre d’eux,il faut les aimer et exprimer cet amour tant qu’on peut le faire meme s’il y a das moment ou on ne peut pas les supporter,il faut se rappeller qu’on ne sait pas quand va etre la dernière fois.alors,il faut assurer que nos derniers mots soient des mots d’amour et de gratitude.

by the way I lost another grand mother in 2010(my mom’s mom).but this time I learned the lesson.

taitanic

July 25, 2012

i was crying while reading this !! oh my god, i feel the same way ok i helped her but not like i should do ! she couldn’t walk without help too , i helped her but not that much & sometimes i stay like the whole day at home sleeping or watching tv ! i had activities at the church from the beginning of july this summer so i was sleeping like the whole morning & then going to the church & returning..

back at home !! i guess i didn’t see her that much cause i used to see her everyday oh my god, i’m crying right now cause i really miss her ! that night (saturday she died on sunday am ) i woke up not early & went to her house then i went to a funday church & spend the whole day there then when i returned back , mum wasn’t at her home so i didn’t enter &went to my home! i wish i could enter to…

see her alive for my last time but i actually didn’t, i wish i could spend the whole day with her without going to the funday but i didn’t actually know she will die, she wasn’t that ill cause she is always ill, we didn’t recognise it’s her time to leave ! u are right we must tell people that we love them as much as we can & not to neglect them ! i’m sorry about ur lost in 2008 & 2010 2 ! but …

i know we learned a lot of things ! this is life, u do a mistake & then learn that it’s a mistake & learn & know that u can’t just do it ever again ! i’m glad cause someone is feeling like me ,thank u for ur time, thank u for the essay& for sharing me ur story i really appreciate that & it really helped me a lot ! the essay is wonderful &the frensh that u have wrote i really can’t write all this.

in frensh cause i guess i forgot it !! u know what ?! my best friend didn’t write me that much ! u & sharyn really helped me even if my feeling is the same but i just felt the care of someone i don’t know in my real life ! thank u alot hannane i love u awyyyy !! <3

keep this don’t delete it cause i will save it when my computer is here i will copy paste it on my computer !

Wildthing

July 27, 2012

RYN: thank you 🙂

under-grace

I didnt understand it that well because I’m only learning French, but from what I could gather from it, it was definitely full of emotion–well written, too. Well done on perfectly executing that writing. RYN-

I don’t understand it that well because I’m only learning French, but from what I could gather from it, it was really well written and full of emotions. Well done. RYN- You are very welcome and thank you SO MUCH. Every prayer means so much to me. Thank you for your gift of prayer; I appreciate it very, very much.

July 28, 2012

hi 🙂 thank u for ur notes i wish i could have u in my real life too !! i feel better now ! god has created us for a reason , we must get the most out of this life & i will try my best to change everything, i will try my best to be a better person & to be happy in my earthed life , to be as close as possible to god! thank u for your words ,u are really helping:)

Thatsingerchick

July 29, 2012

don’t ever feel like you have to hide your depression;that makes it so much worse.you don’t have to go through it alone,& getting medical options never hurt anyone.if you feel like you need to talk to someone, you should talk to someone.if you feel like you need medicine, get some.i was really close to not going to the doctor, but i’m really glad i did. i needed help. now, i’m getting it.