I wonder and thank you!

 today I didn’t went to the extra hours because I didn’t want to;I couldn’t and to be honest not going there is so much easier than go and face what i’ve been facing lately.I know it’s kind of giving up but I feel better however I have to go tomorrow  which is sad.I wonder if they noticed my absence but why the hell they would?I wonder if the teacher noticed my absence?(if you want to know the teacher I’m talking about check my entry"me and my physics tutoring teacher")

any way I want to thank someone here on OD because she cares about me "belle-vie".

thank you so much and I don’t promess you but I’ll try to try if I could.

 

Log in to write a note
July 4, 2012

sometimes giving up feels relieving, i know exactly what you mean! I hope everything is going to be okey

July 4, 2012

I hope you feel better

July 4, 2012

Hope you feel better <3 And don’t mention it! You would do the same for me, so thank you 🙂

July 5, 2012

Never give up on being happy darlin.

July 5, 2012

I’ve missed hearing from you!

July 13, 2012

Thank u:) & i’m glad bec i have someone like me:) we will get everything we want but with jesus who will make it easy for us! U know what?! I guess i changed my mind about the psychiatrist thing! I talked with my best friend elizabeth about this …. I thought she would help me how to tell my parents but actually she totally disagreed with me! She told me that i don’t have a big problem to go

July 13, 2012

She told me that how can i go to a Dr. & i already have the biggest one which is god! She told me how can i ask the dr(jesus) to go to a psychiatrist to help me in some things ?! God isn’t juast a Dr. Hannane he can be our best friend, our father he is our lives but we must enter him& ask him to come & stay inside us ! Now i changed my mind to turn to a psychiatrist, now i believe that i must….

July 13, 2012

Return to god not a psychiatrist! If we went, we will spend money for someone to listen& maybe he won’t change what i want to change in my personality& so on but with god it’s a really different thing! U won’t have to spend ur money & the effect will be much more effective & u will be much closer to god! So now we have things to change but we must hold on& ask god everyday to change it! Do u agree

July 14, 2012

ryn: Thank you. As far as her depression goes- it was (and is) dysphoria related to her gender vs. the way she is perceived socially. She is a transgender woman, and she is still being forced by society to live her life as a man. So it is a very specific type of depression. But I suppose what is releiving her depression is detecting the reason for it, and then taking steps towards (cont.)

July 14, 2012

addressing that problem. Of course, all depression is different, and it depends on whether your depression is chemical or traceable to a certain thing in your life that you are unhappy with. So maybe tracing what it is that is causing you to be depressed and then seeking to address that thing would help relieve your depression? That is how I have dealt with my own in the past. Good luck <3

July 14, 2012

Keep working at it darling <3 I really do believe that anything is possible if you are willing to dedicate the time and energy needed to become better at it. With math based stuff, a lot of the time confusion can be related to the way in which you are approaching the subject. Have faith in yourself and your own abilities! <3

July 15, 2012

Why thank you very much 🙂 I actually had a really, really great time 🙂 And yup! xD How did your day go? I hope you had a great day! 😀

July 15, 2012

omg, i have no friends to do that with either but hey tell your parents to eff offf;), make new friends, travel the world, meet amazing people, and enjoy life! im going to and this is your life nobody elses! make you youthfulness last haha and have fun you deserve it. 🙂

July 16, 2012

Thanks for reading. 🙂 Hang in there with school.