can’t get this feeling out
hey everyone
I just want to thank everyone who took the time to send me a note and everyone who reads my entries.
I really wanted to write an entry since a very long time because I need to let the world how I feel,I’m stressed and I want to throw up and I have a headache,all this because I didn’t start studying yet and I have a week to revise 5 lesons of science,a lot of maths,1 lesson of physics and a lot of home work,and I have no idea how to start,the problem that the second I start I feel disopointed and worthless because I can’t understand or remember plus I can’t concentrate and I keep having this negative ideas about how it’s too late and I can’t do it and how I was supposed to start earlier than this
you know what’s weird?that TV is getting more interesting these days and it makes me feel happy unlike books and notes and all this bullshit,I just hate it,I’ve never thought I would hate school or hate studying or worse hate biologie.any way I’ve watched videos and research about the subject but I only feel worse and worse about my self and I can’t even recognise who I am,please help me!!!!!!!!
I really need help,I mean I can start stydying but the problem now is be able to continue studying for 3 hours,I barly keep studying for a half an hour,I know,it’s a complete disaster.I would appreciate the help as soon as possible since tomorrow is monday and than I will be forced to study but I may fail and I’m really scared,I don’t want to fail,I bet now that other students spend the whole day studying while I’m here trying to figure out what’s wrong with me,I’ve been always a good student but things were easier and much simpler back than,now everything is complicated and lessons are hard to understand plus I wasn’t exactly paying attention at class,please help!!!
in maths I have to revise for Consequences and do a lot of exercices,for physics electricity,for biologie The biological membranes and The extracellular matrix plus a lesson I don’t remember it’s name,and I remind you we’re getting in details in those lessons and that what’s killing me,I’m a person who hates details because there so confusing and complicated,I hope someone put this entry in readers choice so I’ll get as much of help as I can,thank you bor bearing with me.
you seem so very overwhelmed. i remember during some of my exam times i got so overwhelmed with exams and tests i thought i’d die from all the stress.especially from science and/or math like you. do you have alot of exams coming soon? i believe you can get through the studying. Insha Allah, your stress will be relieved and you will understand the material better.
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maybe you can get together with some friends or classmates from your class and have a study group??? sometimes that helps just too alleviate the stress of studying all alone.
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Sorry about all this stress! : I understand; the transition from high school to college/uni is very stressful and challenging. But what I advise and what people always advise me is time management. Take baby steps! It’s very overwhelming sometimes to look at all your assignments as a whole, so try to just focus on one assignment and when you’re finished, move on to the next. Baby steps…
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Any step is still a step forward. Do your best, it’ll be more than enough <3 When you do your best, you won’t have to worry about failure 🙂 Wishing you the best! And HAPPY NEW YEAR! RYN- I am so sorry for worrying you! x_x But I’ve missed you, so I’m definitely going to start writing on OD again. So was the psychiatrist any help? : It sounds like he didn’t. But I hope you know that if you…
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…ever need some support, I’ll be here rooting for you! I hope you’re okay!
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Hey, random noter… have you considered a change in scenery? i have friends here in France from Morocco who were not accepted into the schools of their choice and came to France where 1- you guys speak fluent French and 2- you understand the system here. xx
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