Tryin To Move On, Tryin To Get Out Of The Rut…..
I haven’t talked to her for almost for over month or more now. I’m starting to care even less now….I shouldn’t even bother with the issue and move on. We’ll see what the future brings for me..Vegas is comin up so who knows…I may even meet someone there. That would be nice…but a long distance relationship would suck and be too hard on me. Met a nice lady last year…buuuuuuuuuut……she was nice, pretty and all…but it turned out she was freakin hooker…LOL 😀 So I turned her away….I’m not into gettin the clap and shit like that..no way. I’ve had to miss the last couple days of work…I put my back out on Wednesday when I was at darts. I dunno what I did but shit…its painful. And I’m still freakin sick too…ugh…I’m gettin better but colds just kick my ass hard. I just spent the whole day relaxing trying to heal my back…I have my trusty hot water bottle handy and boy does it help a lot. I should be back to normal in a couple of days…I wont be doin much at work but I gotta get paid..I cant afford to miss any more days. I have sick pay..so I’ll have 2 days sick pay on my next paycheque..that will come in handy. I have to start makin things happen in my life…I need to go back to school and further my education. I feel like I’m in a rut and I need to get out. Plus I have to start gettin things done with myself…I’m a big time procrastinator and always put shit off. I’m not gettin any younger and I gotta start makin shit happen for myself. I need the motivation…I have to focus hard and force myself to make things happen. I have to develop the will power to do it and focus on it and make it work. I have a long hard road ahead of me…and I have to make it…there is no choice now. Well..this ends here..I will return soon..Basta.
The Capo
Good luck down that long road, hun. You can do it, I have faith. *hugs*
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*HUGS!*
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the clap…..definitely NOT the same as applause.
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