Thinking Of Making Changes For The Better…

Wow…been a while huh? Hehe 🙂 Yeah…not much has been happening lately…except for the poor bastard that we beat up…he shouldnt have made those racist comments when he was asked nicely to leave…I think I broke his nose….he deserved it. Things have been ok…but I’m stressing out big time..as soon as my advance is paid off I’m gonna be looking for a day job and I’ll be bouncing part time on the weekends. Time for a change of scenery…part time at one job and part time at the bar..it evens out and I’ll have plenty of cash to live on. With the bar job on weekends..it’ll just feel like a night out except I get paid for it. I really dont want that much stress in my life anymore..so it will help me once I go to part time bouncing..I’m also looking at going back to school..I’m leaning toward the aborignal youth worker..helping kids out and stuff. They need guidance in this day and age…lot of lost children and teens out there..wouldnt mind helping them on their way down the right path instead of the dark path. It will be a lot of hard work…but it will help me and these kids in the long run. I talked to the waitress the other day…she was home for a bit..we talked online and she was getting ready to leave for her job. We chatted about this and that…asked when she will be around again…she will be gone 24 days…a week off then gone for another 24 days. Wow..do I know how to pick them or what…every time I see her, hear her voice I melt…this girl rocks my world and I cant have her…there are feelings there with us but she has her job and I have mine. She has things she needs that she needs to do and I respect that..but I wish things could be different between us…I love seeing her and I’d do anything for that girl. Life here is good right now…my new place is ok…cheap rent really helps…I’ll have my next paycheque to myself so I’ll be saving for my visit home…cant wait to see everyone again. Well…this ends here…I will return soon…Basta.

The Capo